The idiot Idol's little sister....

Lost at sea

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Jin had made me move to the passenger seat next to him as I told my story so he could Comfort me. And by the end of my story I had broken down yet again.I rest my head on Jin's shoulder  as I cried ... 2 years I've date him  and he still doesn't love me ...I think out loud  causing jin to sigh as he holds me closer.  "... I know you will do as you wish at the end of the day... but what if you gave someone new a try?" He said causing me to lift my head and look at him. "What do you mean?" I asked him. "Well.... you know he would never treat you like this even if he  looks like he would.  He's too in love with you and he has been for far to long..." Immediately I knew who he was talking about of course I'm aware of namjoons  crush .Although I'm not sure when it began as soon as I figured it out I try to keep my distance as to not give him  false hope . "NO! I COULD NEVER USE HIM LIKE THAT! HE IS MY BEST FRIEND !I CANT USE HIM TO FORGET MY SECOND CHILDHOOD CRUSH!" I push him away as I say this make him sigh once more as he move back to the driver's side and start the car. "Let's go watch the sunset ok?" He said known well that I was too mad to practice. Ok I say as he began driving to the beach.
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Timeskip brought to you by papa bear Cutie name shownu...
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Jin had dropped me off to have some alone time to think while he parked the car . I've always love the beach Which is why whenever I'm sad I'll find myself here I thought as I made my way to the store line.
As I walk along the shoreline I felt the cold water touch my feet as the tides came... what am I going to do? I love him i think to my self as I remember how it was that I fell in love with him.

<flashback>
Age 11: After last year's heartbreak, I decided to spend my birthday with my fellow trainees . It was hyungwoo's idea to spend my birthday with them since my brother was going to spend his birthday with his friends. And I couldn't bare the thought of see any of them right now especially gu nanxi...

As we were laughing and celebrating my birthday the door was slammed open... it was lin yiyang...
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Wtf? I thought to my self as he angrily walked to me but before he could get close to me  the boys stop him [since he looked ready to hurt me...]

Sohn hyun woo