Billie's P.O.V~
My phone was going off crazy, as I pulled it out I'm being notified from my producers that today is shooting day for 'All the good girls go to Hell' song. I collect my my wallet, phone, charger and car keys. As I'm being rushed outside of my home by my brother Finneas I get chills down my spine. Something bad was gonna happen and I can feel it.
I text Y/N to see if everything was alright with her being home alone. Of course her response was the same as usual "yeah I'm fine, I'll ttyl bye 👋🏼." I shut my phone off for the day so that I can focus on making this music video perfect for my little babies.
This day fuckin sucked ass. My girlfriend didn't want to talk to me today, my parents are always leaving me by myself and Finneas is always with Claudia. I didn't like that no one didn't want to be around me. So I decided to just focus on myself. I finished recording my last verse so that I can wrap up this whole album.
I gathered up all my shit and walked out the studio and onto the streets of Los Angeles. And this is where I do the most unthinkable thing I could do. I start running somewhere, I don't know where I was going but I wanted to go somewhere, anyone at this point. I ran for minutes which felt like hours. My legs start to burst like flames, my hearts pounding hard and loud. I couldn't breath but I also couldn't stop and I won't stop, I was too sad to stop the madness I was doing.
I finally stop running and now I'm at a dead end road. I've never been down here before but today was the day that I get used to it. I see a couple houses down this street, a yellow one, a grey one, a dark majestic blue and finally a White House with flowers painted on the windows.
I knock on someone's house door. As the door slowly opened I see the one person I dreaded the most to see. It was the person who made my life such a living hell. I walked off the porch and ran as fast as I could. I didn't want her to see me and I didn't want to see her, she hurt me more than anyone could. I've told her things that know one knew about me and still to this day no one knows ..
