The knife in my heart

Chapter 1

Starting off with not giving too much away about what's going to happen hope you enjoy updates will be up as soon as I can. 🙂

It was tipping it down outside but that was just usual british weather. Katie sat at the kitchen table leg bouncing as she checked her social media. Her leg constantly bounced, she couldn't help it . School always made her anxious, she had a terrible experience with school not that anyone seemed to care. The thing is deep down Katie felt so lonely and isolated;she only had about 5 friends who she knows probably don't like her. Nervously she looked at the time -7:29 time to go to hell. In one swift motion she hugged her dog and said goodbye to her mum. The walk to the bus stop always seemed so downcast good thing she had her headphones. She was met with a nod of the head from her friend which she returned and carried on listening to her music.

She arrived at school focusing on her breathing she felt like crap.
"Kitkat!" she heard her friend amber shout. Katie put that doll like smile she wore everyday not giving how she was feeling away.
"Bee!" Katie ran up and high fived her considering her friend was a lot taller than her.
"I'll see you in lesson yea?"
"Sure"
And just like that she was gone. And breath out. She always felt so tight around amber and felt like she had to impress her. To be fair amber was quite attractive. But that didn't mean Katie fancies her she wasn't gay no matter what her pschee teacher thought.

First period. Maths. Great. She hates maths no not hate, despises maths. It brought her so much anxiety. But at least amber sat in front of her. Amber was a great friend, Katie had had a terrible year were she hadn't made friends with anyone and had been at the lowest point in her life. However after meeting amber she was like a different person she smiled just a little bit more and laughed louder than she ever had done before . God she hoped amber was in her class next year. That's when Katie realised she was day dreaming. She shook her head ignoring the strange look she got from the boy beside her. Always lost in her own head , it was always like that. She trudged out of class not waiting for anyone and got on with her day.

The day went on slowly,painfully draining all the energy out of Katie. She felt so light headed probably from the fact she hadn't drank or eaten today but that was not the point no matter what amber said. Finally, she was at home where she could relax and feel safe. The same routine over and over again just how she liked it. Her phone buzzed lighting up with a message. She reached over for it. Little did she know this message would change everything.