Say You Love Me

Part 18

*Kally's POV* 

What just happened.

Niall kissed me.

And I kissed back.

My best friend's best friend kissed me.

My best friend's best friend kissed me, and I kissed back.

What would happen if she finds out? Would she freak?

The scary part is I felt sparks...

I think I like Niall. 

And I think he likes me, too... 

I mean if he didn't, then why would he kiss me? 

Just out of curiosity...

I wonder what would happen if Niall and I dated, but broke up...

Niall and I are Y/N's best friends... It just wouldn't work out. It'd just be awkward. It'd add too much stress for Y/N. Both of her best friends dating, then breaking up, then just... when one of them see the other, things just get awkward.

This whole thing wouldn't work whatsoever.

Why am I even thinking about this?

Why do I even care about this so much?

"Kally, I-" Niall starts, but I cut him off.

"Just forget this whole thing happened..." I puff my cheeks out.

"But, Kally. I need to tell you this!" His voice rises.

"Tell me what?! That you like me? Pfft, yeah right! I honestly don't care if you do, or not. All I really care is about Y/N. How would she feel if her two best friends are arguing?! Just leave me alone, Niall!" 

I'm too emotional, oh god... 

 "Kally, I really do like you. I just... I just found out before I kissed you. I mean, I think I like you..." He furrows his eyebrows. It looks like he's in deep thought.

"So you just kissed me, for no reason?! What if you actually don't like me, after all! What if the only reason why you kissed me, is because you're confused, or rather jealous! You're probably just jealous that Y/N has a boyfriend, and you can't handle it, so you just went after me. You don't like me, you don't like me, you don't like me!" 

"I don't know, okay! I don't know!" He raises his arms, in defeat.

"See. You're just... You're just like every other guy out there." I feel like crying, but I can't. I can't cry in front of anyone. It shows weakness. 

"Maybe I am!" His jaw tightens, but then he lets loose, "But I'm not." 

"Are you sure? For all I know, you could be lying." I scoff.

"Because I like you, and it's like a sin to lie to someone you have feelings for. Kally, I like you, and you don't have to believe me. Because, I believe me."