Out of My Limit

: 3

Roses POV

I wake up and look around. Where was Luke?! He was gone, of course he was. I groan, argh my head hurts like hell, I turn to my other side and there is a note on the dresser wth 2 pills, and a glass of water.

Hope your head feels better. Luke.

I smile at the kind gesture and eat the pills then gulp down the water. I'm so lucky it was a Sunday, if it was a Saturday, Bri would've probably dragged me out of bed to go somewhere boring filled with whores and douches.

I get out of bed and look around, no sign of Luke but there sure is lot of sleeping drunks everywhere. I try to find Bri. I can't. I guess she just left me, again. I sigh, although it definitely isn't the first time to happen, and she certainly isn't the first one to do it to me. I do a quick look again, only this time, looking for Luke's, or maybe someone I know's face. No sign of anyone I know. They must've already left. Oh well. I hope in my car and drive home

When I get home there's no sign of mum, she's probably at work. I check the time, 10:17am.

All I want to do it sleep. I'll just take a quick nap. Before I know it I'm dozing off.

Everything is pure white, where am I?

I'm wearing a pure white dress, my long dark hair flowing down my back. Am I dead or something?

Suddenly a figure appears, walking towards me. As soon as it gets close enough, I can just make out who it is. It's someone who I've been wanting to see since I was 12, my dad.

I rush towards him, tears flowing down my cheeks. I give him a hug and he picks me up off the ground spinning me around. I finally feel happy. He finally puts me down.

"I've missed you so much sweetie." He whispers.

"Dad, I love you. I can't believe I'm here with you, it doesn't even feel real."

"Oh, it isn't." He sneers

Suddenly he disappears and so does everything else and i'm back in my room. I haven't had a dad dream since I was 13, why are they starting up again?

I decide to talk to someone who I know will care. Not Bri, Luke.

I check the time 12:58pm, wow that was a long nap.

I quickly put on some comfortable clothes. Shorts and a loose fitting black top that has a daisy on it. then I quickly rub off any excess make-up from last night and wash my face. After that I put on a little bit of mascara, eye liner and foundation. I'm really self - consious can't leave the house without make - up. I walk down the stairs and put on some sneakers. Then I go over to his house and knock on the door. His mum answers with a friendly smile

"What can I do for ya darl?" She asks politely.

"Looking for Luke." I smile

"Oh, he's finally made a friend!" She cheers.

Luke doesn't have any other friends.... Why? He was the total package. Sweet, caring, hot, although he was pretty annoying at times.

"Luke your girlfriend is here!" She calls

"Oh I'm no-"

Suddenly he comes down, looking horrible and out of it.

"What are you doing here?" He asks.

"Luke I-"

"Get out of my house!" He screams, scaring me.

"Plea-"

"I don't care what you have to say. LEAVE!!" He shouts twice as loud.

My heart is ripped in two. I shoud've never trusted him. I feel so horrible, I guess I never mattered to him. I was just another girl to him.

His mum gives me an apolegetic look and rushes me outside.

"I'm so sorry." She whispers sincerely, then closes the door.

I hear there whispers, but I can't make out what they're saying. Oh well, why should I care what they talk about?

I rush home I feel so stupid. Why would a girl like me even matter to a guy like him. he has plenty of other girls who are actually worth something. they're probably actually pretty, skinny, talented.

Only once I'm on my bed the tears start to fall.

a/n: luke you fucking douche why did u do this

kidding i wrote it

sometimes i make myself laugh

nah jks i'm not even funny

btw sorry it's short and shit its a filler update, i swear i'll actually have a real / good update by this weekend

i'm gonna go watch home and away now :)))

ily <3