They Both Die In The End

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Hoseok's pov
1:32

Scrolling through Countdowners is a very serious downer. But I can't look away because each decker had a story to tell and I can't help but pay attention.

If I'm not going outside, then I can be popular others online. I search through random usernames and find one. FeatherChayeon received her alert 4 minutes after midnight. She is a 20 year old decker who is going to a bar and hopes the bar won't need to check her ID since she recently lost hers. I'm sure she'll be fine though.

I pin her feed to see what she posts next. If she's still alive.

I check other usernames and find another one interesting.

TaeilMoon is a 26 year old decker who works at a soda company (which he said twice in his profile) and he isn't sure if he can make in time for his daughters 10th birthday. It's almost as if this decker is snapping his finger's in front of me

I sigh and close the laptop. I have to tell Dad I'm dying today.

I walk out of my room and enter my dads room. I sit on the left side of the bed since mom apparently favored the other side - right side - even when she's gone he still lives his life in 2.

I pick out the frame that has me and dad in it. It was me and dad blowing out my 6th birthday cake, well he was doing most of the work I was just laughing at him. The gleam on my face is the reason why he kept it.

I know it's strange but dad is just as much as my best friend as Jennie is. I could never say it without being embarrassed but it's true. Dad and I never had one of those relationships where we fought and never talked to each other.

Unlike others who hate their parents so much that they don't visit them on their grave or they refuse to make amends before they themselves died.

I get the picture out from the frame and fold it and keep it in my pocket. The creases won't bother dad (I think). I will go to the hospital and place this beside him so that when he wakes up he'll be at peace and not wonder where and how is his son.

I walk out of his bedroom prepared to go out. Then I see the the mugs that have impossible stains of hot chocolate that I've been drinking.

I should probably wash that so that dad wouldn't have to clean it when he arrives home.

I swear this isn't an excuse not to to go out

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I have a question for you dear readers,

Who do you think should be Yoong's foster parents?