They Both Die In The End

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Hoseok's pov
1:52

I'm almost ready to go.

I washed the dishes. Ironed both mine and dads clothes. Swept the door. I cleaned the bathroom and even made my bed.

Now I'm faced again with my laptop.

How do I sum up my life in 8 words?

He lived where he died: In his bedroom

What a waste of a life

Children take more risks than him

I have to better. I have to honor this. It's my last day.

Here lies Hoseok: He lived for everyone

I hit submit.

There's no going back. Yeah I know there's an edit button but living for everyone is a promise. And I'm going to keep it

I know it still early but my hear is squeezing itself. Besides I'm not dragging Jennie into this. I'm going to visit her and Rośe but not tell her I'm dying. She's already had enough. Maybe I can send here a post card explaining what is happening...

Now, what I need is a friend who can double as a friend for me.

There's this app often promoted in Countdowners. It's called Last Friend and to not make any confusion with Necro an app if deckers want a one night stand with someone. It disturbs me not because it costs $6.99 but because I feel like a human cost way more than 7 bucks.

There was this one decker I saw who was really slow in updating to the point people thought she was dead but she wasn't. Just living her life right. There was another decker with a sad life who unwittingly befriended the last friend serial killer. It was just so sad I had to stop reading.

I know I shouldn't do this but at the same time I feel like I should. So I do

I download the last friend app and when I do it was quick. Like it understands the essence of people dying.

A clock of two silhouettes appeared high fiving eache other then the words Last Friend  appeared in grey letters than disappeared

Dying today?

● yes
o no

We here at Last Friend Inc. are collectively sorry for this loss. Our deepest sympathies extend to those who love you and those who will never meet you. We hope you find a new friend to value your final hours with today. Please fill out the profile for best results.

Deeply sorry to lose you

-Last Friend Inc.

Name: Jung Hoseok
Age
Gender:
Height: 5'10"
Weight: 170 lbs
Ethnicity: Korean
Orientation: <skip>
Job:<skip>
Interests: music, wandering arou
Favourite movies/TV shows/Books:
<skip>, <skip>, Scorpius Hawthorne series
Who were you in your life:
I am an only child whose mother died, father whose in the hospital. I want to go outside to the world and make them both proud even though they can't see me. But I can't do it alone so that's why I can here
Bucket List: I want to say goodbye to my dad and my friend but I don't know how to explain without thinking that they would freak out
Final thoughts: I'm going for it

I choose a picture of me in a Luigi hat. I was supposed to send that to the internet so I could join a competition online but I don't think the old me in a Luigi hat was very me.

I was wrong. That was the me I wanted to become. And it all went downhill just because of too much worrying

After that, 3 words appeared infront of me.

Be well Mateo

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Sorry for the short chapter.

I re read everything in a hurry so tell me if I made I mistake.

It's almost Christmas so why not update.