First Time Falling In Love

Just Myself

  I've never been that kinda girl who dreams about finding the love of my life,marriage a prince and kids have kids.

I never like the concept of marriage.I mean,why would you want to spend the rest of your life with the same person?Its a little fucked up,I mean,get sick of persons in one week,imagine years...that's just not for me!

My friends are always saying that I have no feelings,but they just don't get it.I have reasons to be who I am;a lot of things happened to me and this is my way to deal with it.I have never told anyone,because I usually don't express what I feel to anyone,but you will understand someday.

I do kiss and make out with boys,but it's never serious and when they start to get attached,I just get away.

My bff says that I should just let it happen,but I am too afraid of the consequences.I mean,what if it doesn't work,what if I loose someone important...that's what I am the most afraid of.

For me,love is just another illusion of a perfect life,it's a hard feeling that blind us and make us do things that we never imagine of doing it,and in the end you will be broken.

So I prefer to leave it like this and never fall in love.I made this promise to myself and I kept safe for a long time,until this year came and changed it all..

(sooo...what did u guys thought???
This is just the first chapter,more like a view of what she thinks...
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