First Time Falling In Love

What You Cant Erase

I look at Dan and he seems to be so confused,and I can't blame him.

  "Finally I can put a face in the famous name."Trevor say and I roll my eyes. "Let me introduce myself,since this cute girl here don't want to.My name is Trevor." His eyes are pure evil and I don't like the way his lips are parted in a creepy smile.

  "Why was he talking to you like that?"Dan asks only looking at me.

  "Oh,so you didn't tell him about us?" I can't believe this is happening,I knew they would met someday,but not in front of everyone...

  Dan frown his eyebrows in the second that the word "us" leaves Trevor's mouth.

  "Let's get out of here so I can explain this for you"I get Dan's hand and start to walk.

  "Yes!Tell him everything.Tell him all the things that you've done,tell him about who you really are!" Trevor yells and I walk faster cause I know the things he can do.We get out of the cafeteria with everybody looking at us.

  I feel Dan forcing his hand,I know he wants to come back in there and talk to the idiot that is talking trash about me.

  "Hey,don't listen to him;just wait and I'll explain."I enter in an empty classroom,there is a big window that lets the place so lighten up.

  I have so much to tell him and this can't be heard by anyone.

  I turn around to see Dan running his hands through his hair.And suddenly I don't know what to say. I fear that he will hate me when he gets to know who I was before.

  "So...what the hell was that?" he pushes me.

  I open my mouth but no words comes out.I see confusion in his eyes,but I also see angry,I just don't know if it's against me or Trevor.

  "Jennet,please I need an explanation because I can't understand why a guy that I've never seen was talking shit about my girl." he say and I cringe,if we weren't in this situation I would smile and kiss him,but now I can't.

  "Before I start explaining,just promise that ur not gonna hate me when you know everything" I say and his expression changes.
His eyes turn into a clear blue full of concern and passion.

  "I already said that I am never going to hate you."he say touching my cheeks and I feel ready to tell him everything.

  OK,here we go...

"Trevor and I had a thing.I don't know if I can say that we dated, but it was something.I met him in a really bad phase in my life and with him I felted like I was in a fight against the world.And that was what I needed;I had just lost my father and moved here.I was angry,depressive and just looking for a distraction.One day I got in detention and that was how I met him.He was so confident about himself and that just got my attention.He was exactly what I needed,the perfect distraction" I take a pause.

I can't read Dan's face right now,he seated on the first char and I can't imagine what he is thinking or planning to do.So I just continue with the story...

  "We started hanging out.At first it was just skipping class to make out,but he started wanting more.He was calling me in the middle of the night,we went to forbidden places to do forbidden things.He was always pushing me to do things,and I didn't even asked why.I was so lost,I hated everything and everyone.One day the school called my mom.She worked so much and she didn't have time to pay too much attention on me.The principal told her that I wasn't going to a lot of classes and my actions weren't legal.I could get kicked out and they didn't know but,for the things I was doing,I could get arrested too.My mom didn't know what to do;I had the best relationship with my dad and when he died she just kinda lost me too."

"One night Trevor invited me to his place.My mom were at the hospital so I just went.When I got there,it was a small house at an avenue,his bedroom was in the basement so nobody knew I was there.He gave me a drink and we talked,until..."