First Time Falling In Love

JUST HOW IT IS

I spend the whole afternoon on my bed.The girls came by to know if I was better and bring me the homework,but they didn't stay much.

  Dan already call me at least five times,but I refused all the calls and turn my phone off.

It's almost 7pm,I am in the living room,watching the last episode of Friends and I hear somebody knocking on the door.

  I have no idea of who it is and I'm a little scared,I mean,it could be anyone and I am alone here...

I open the door and my heart starts beating faster,I am almost shore he can hear it.

He is here.Dan is in my front door and I can't say anything.I feel like I may pass out any moment.

  He is wearing a black t-shirt that is a little tight,making the muscle of his chest clear.I know that I am staring,but I just can't look away.

His eyes are on me too,that's when I remember what I am wearing.I spent the day in my pajamas and now I curse myself.
I mean,puppy's shorts is not ugly,but it's a little childish...

"Hey" his voice sound like a whisper that brings be back to reality.

"Hm what are you doing here?" I go straight to the point.

"Sorry,but u didn't pick up any of my calls and in school u ran away from me"he lets out "again" he adds with looking to the floor.

"I know and I'm sorry too,but I was waiting for you just to explain why I did that yesterday and when I saw you,you were with a girl all touchy.I felt so bad and I didn't know what to do" I say at once.

"What?I don't have anything with that girl,we were just talking and YOU left me at that parking lot yesterday.All I wanted to do was talk a little more and hug you and play with your long hair that was shining in that light!" He says running his hand on his soft hair.

"Wait,what?"I probably heard wrong.

"Look Jannet,Luke told me that you are never in a relationship and you dump guys all the time,but I feel like we can really have something! We have so much in common and we always have a great time together,so if you feel the same,please tell me!" he now is looking in my eyes.

I open the door a little more so he can enter,I sit in the sofa and he sits in front of me.I feel his perfume,it's an incredible smell of fresh lemons and my will is to move closer and touch him,but I can't.

"Luke was right,I'm never with someone and that's because I am afraid.I am afraid to get hurt,I am afraid to loose someone important.I already lost so many persons in my life and I am not ready to loose someone else, especially you!"I feel my eyes filling with tears and look to the ground.

He puts one hand in mine and the other in my chin,lifting my head a little forcing me to look at him.
"You will never loose me!I need you and I am too selfish to let you go!" he moves closer and and fill the space between us.

His smell invades me and all I want to do right now is kiss him.I close my eyes and feel his lips on mine.

It feels perfect when he cups my cheeks with his hands and kiss me harder.His tongue is warm in mine and I hope this last forever.

Just as I think this,the door open and I have to pull away.I completely forgot that my mom was sleeping here today.

"Hm hello"she says embarrassed and I get up.

"Mom!This is Dan,my...friend" I don't know what else to say

"Hi Mrs.Rissan,it's nice to meet you!"He says as the sweet guy he is.

"It's nice to meet you too Dan. And you can call me Ana!" She shakes his hand.

"So Dan,I see you tomorrow!?"I let out after a few seconds of an awkward silence.

"Yeah,bye"He says and kiss my cheeks.

I blush when I feel my moms' look at me.

"He is cute" she smiles when the door close.

"Mom,stop!I know you must have a lot of questions but I won't answer them all now because I probably won't have the answer!No,we are not dating.And yes,he is nice and sweet with me!I don't know if it's going to turn into something serious but I really like him!" I take a deep breath

"Oh darling it's so good to see u like this"She gives me a long hug and whisper how happy she is for me.

Since my dad,she is alone.I mean,she is not alone,she will always have me.But I wish that a great man shows up in her life, cause she deserves it.

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