Chapter 3: The Blame Game

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Clementine's POV

I look down and kick a rock as we walk. "Just because youre a little girl you think you can just get people killed and nobody will give a damn just because you're sorry?! It doesnt work that way!" I remember Kenny yelling at me when I got Sarita killed. Why do I keep doing this?! Christa, Omid, Lee, Ben, Sirita, Pete, Chuck, and now AJ?? Lee... Oh God this is all my fucking fault! I cant stick around and get Kenny and Glenn killed... Maybe I should just run away. Im a hell a lot faster than they are. But that'll crush kenny... I sigh. I'll figure it all out later...

Kenny must've noticed I looked sad "There's nothing you could've done." He told me. Bullshit. I couldve done so much.. But I  didn't. I just nod and look down. Its all starting to pile up on me.

"Its getting dark." I saw after a while. Kenny and Glenn set up camp. When they finish we all sit around the fire. I stare into the dancing flames. I fall asleep after a few minutes.

/The Next Morning\

We all wake up and Kenny puts out the fire. We start walking again. We find a huge cabin and we go inside. "Woah..." I say in awe. Glenn laughs a little "Hell yeah woah" Kenny searches the place and finds a couple of cans of peaches and 2 water bottles. "Theres 4 rooms so we can all get our own." He tells us. Yay? I dont know how to feel about this place, should I feel relieved, unsafe, worried? Ugh I don't know. It is nice but that doesn't matter anymore. I go upstairs and into my room and I check it out. There's  a kind of small bed with pale yellow covers. Theres a ceiling fan. Wont be using that. A closet. Dont have any clothes really. A dresser. Maybe I can use that... I go downstairs and we all eat in silence. (Sorry yall are probably like totally bored right now!)

/TIME SKIP: (your welcome) to around 9:00pm\

Kenny is taking watch for half the night then Glenn will. They said I need my sleep. I hate being treated like a kid. Nobody ever listens to me.. I NEED to help to feel needed because lately I've been feeling like a fucking burden.. I'm currently in my room trying- and failing- to sleep. I end up falling asleep after a few minutes mindlessly tossing and turning.

CLEM'S DREAM!!!

(3rd person right now)

Clementine is at her house and everyone is there. Lee, her parents, Sam, Doug, Carley, Lilly, Omid, Christa, Sandra, and everyone else. Clem smiles and waves. She looks down and sees she's in her old dress and Brooklyn sweatshirt. Lee stepped forward and hugged Clementine and she squeezed him tightly. "Hey sweet pea." He said. Clementine smiles "Hi" she said and Lee laughed. Everyone started glowing "What's going on?!" Clem cries. They all disappeared and she was left all alone once again.

CLEM WAKES UP!!

I wake up screaming and I'm a little sweaty and I'm crying. What a dream... Kenny and Glenn come bursting through the door "What happened?!" That ask, worried. "N-nothing I'm fine. Just uh.. A bad dream is all.." I tell them. I am fine... Right? Glenn nods and goes back to his room to sleep. Kenny walks in an hugs me "You sure Clem?" He asks again. I nod "Yeah." He nods and walks out...

**HAI YALL!! Im not southern btw lol i just like the word yall! U like so far?! Lol jk i have 0 views haha! Im writing to nobody! So this chapter actually couldve been two separate ones but then id have 2 really short ones.. Oh well.**

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