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Weighing Me Down Part 1-Squad One shot

Mention of attempted suicide,depression, and self harm.
Your p.o.v.
Things have been so stressful lately. Recently my boyfriend and I just broke up. It was a bad break up. I've been getting some hate on social media. I've been at Shane's and Rylands new house and I feel bad for interfering. Work has been a bit difficult as well right now I'm sitting on Shane's couch and editing a video. I ran my hand through my hair and let out a sigh I leaned into the couch,"Hey you alright?" I looked over and saw Ryland sitting next to me giving me a worried expression. I gave him a small smile,"Yeah don't you worry." I reply he gave me a small smile,"You know I'm here for you..Right?" He says I smiled and nodded,"I know." He nodded and got up from the couch I bit my lip nervously,"Wait." I said he looked over at me and sat back down,"I just wanted to say sorry...for you know interfering I know you and Shane just moved in and you guys were supposed to have a special experience together and I'm sorry..."I apologize sadly Ryland looked a bit worried.
Your such a nuisance!
Stupid! Ryland is irritated by you can't you see it?
They don't like you here!
The voices were getting louder,"(y/n) it's okay really. You have nothing to be sorry about." He says I felt myself ready to break down Ryland wrapped his arm around my shoulder I snuggled into his side and held onto him. Ryland is like the brother I never had, my family well wasn't the best my mom she left me when I was young and just two years ago we reconnected. My dad decided not to raise me and sent me away to my aunts she was the only mother figure I had,"Hey it's going to be alright Shane and I will help pick you back up." He says I nodded and felt myself getting tired,"Thank you Ryland." I said before sleeping on Rylands shoulder.~...~
I woke up a blanket was on top of me Ryland must've put it on. I checked the time on my phone 6pm. Wow I must've slept for a while I got up and headed to the kitchen I opened the fridge door and grabbed my starbucks coffee. I opened the cap and took a sip of my cold coffee. I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Suddenly my phone went off I looked at my phone mom is calling. I quickly put the cap back on my coffee and quickly answered the phone,"Hey mom what's going on?" I asked pushing some hair out of my face.
"Your...your Aunt she's dead..." my mom said sadly I felt my heart drop. My jaw dropped from shock,"I'm sorry sweetie I know you guys were close."
"No that's not right. She's alive I just talked to her yesterday." My voice cracked I put my hand over my mouth.
"I'm sorry hun.. I know this is hard I'll give you time. I love you and call me if you need anything..." she says sadly
"I love you too." I said sadly once I hung up I started sobbing Ryland came into the room,"Oh my gosh (y/n) what's wrong?" He asks concerned.
"My Aunt she's gone." I cry out he rushed over to me and hugged me. Why does this happen to me,"I think I'ma head home Ry..." I say still crying Ryland looked at me sadly,"At least let me take you home.." He says I nod and he left to get my car keys. After he got my keys we went to my house~○~
It was the next day I was still in my room laying in bed. The events from last night made tears fall down my face. I curled up on a ball in my bed I was hurting so much physically and emotionally. I looked down at my wrists that had old and new cuts. That made me cry even more I promised Morgan I would never do it again but now I broke the promise. She'll probably be mad at me my thoughts were interrupted with my phone ringing but I ignored it. It finally stopped ringing, then it started ringing again but I once again ignored it. I stayed in my bed longer stuck in my thoughts about how I've let people down. Thinking about all the people I've lost.
~Few days later~
Morgans P.O.V.
I walked into the living room and saw Ryland watching T.v.,"Hey Ry I'm gonna go visit (y/n) to see how shes doing." I tell him
"Alright tell her that we miss her okay?" Ryland says with concern in his voice. It's been three days since we've seen (y/n). She's answered a few of my text messages. But I know she's still upset.
"Okay I will." I reply but before I left to my car Andrew appeared.
"Is it alright if I go to. Just to see how shes doing?" He asked I smiled and nodded. The two of us headed to the car.
Your P.O.V.(trigger warning)
I felt so weak my arms and thighs burned. The blood was all over my bed sheets. But I had enough strength to take some medication so I don't have to wake up. I laid there I felt so lightheaded. All the blood in my body is being drained out. I felt myself getting dizzy, running out of breath. I heard a knock on my door. But I couldn't get my legs to work. They were to numb and couldn't move anyways. The knocking got louder, my vision was fading. I heard my door being unlocked that only means its Morgan,"(Y/n) I've been trying to contact you. I also brought some coffee for you. Also Andrew's here as well." I heard Morgan say her voice coming closer. My bedroom door opened and I heard a thud,"(Y/N)! No! No,no,no, no, no, no!" She ran towards me. The last thing I saw was her face,"Stay with me please!" She pleaded.
Morgans P.O.V.
My best friends eyes closed,"Stay with me please!" I pleaded I looked over at Andrew who was petrified,"Andrew call 911!" I sobbed he hurriedly took his phone out of his pocket and dialled the number. The sight of my friends condition made me feel helpless. The blood was all over her bed sheets and clothes,"Their on their way." Andrew says his voice in concern and sadness.