MHA Multiverses

Suicidal deku

I am not telling people to commit suicide and I'm not poking fun at it, I just wanted to show a multiverse that kinda showed his true feelings? Something opposite of the bubbly, happy, beautiful bean we know and love (we still love him in any way tho) anyway enjoy - Jaay

Beep.....Beep.....Beep
I woke up to the sound of alarm clock beeping, I slowly sat up and turned it off looking around my room. All might posters and figurines littered my room and I slowly frowned.

"Why is he frowning? Doesn't he love all might?" Uraraka said
"I don't know but here he still seems like the giant fanboy he is here" Aizawa pointed out
All might looked at the room and blushed seeing how much his successor really looked up to him
"Guys shut up and watch the fucking thing, if you watch it will explain it you fucking dipshits" bakugo grumbled and continued watching the screen.

"Everyone's right..... kacchan is right, I'll never be a hero I'm just a stupid worthless deku" he continued talking choking on a sob "why did I have to be born? why did I grow up to be such a disappointment? where did it go wrong? why does everyone hate me? I've let down my parents, uraraka, Iida, todoroki, and especially kacchan" he looked down at his shaking hands as tear droplets rolled onto his hand

"Deku.....no" uraraka said sniffling
"My boy.... don't think like that.... your doing amazing my boy please" All might said as he started tearing up
"Deku.... you shitty nerd....don't think like that" he looked down and mumbled the last part so no one could hear him.
"Midoriya you made me use my left side, you did something no one could and you saved me don't think that way" he looked down at his hand and he started tearing up.
Everyone started crying or tearing up, even aizawa as he was seen wiping his eyes with his hand.

"Izuku!!! Come down for breakfast" he couldn't let her see how depressed he felt "Ok mom just let me get dressed! He slowly made his way over to his dresser and got dressed into his UA uniform. He looked in the mirror and made a fake smile "I don't know how much longer I can keep lying to them but I don't want them to pity me.... I don't want to make them broken too" he slowly made his way downstairs and plastered a fake smile onto my face "morning honey" "morning mom"

Inko felt tears welling up into her eyes "w-w-what if this is like r-real l-life and he's d-d-depressed" she started crying into her hands.
"Everyone keep a smile on midoriya's face ok"
Everyone looked over at All Might and nodded
All Might mumbled out a thank you and continued watching.
Bakugo just watched and wondered why, but he knew it was because of him, he did this to him.

Midoriya grabbed his backpack and started walking out the door "honey what about breakfast?" I didn't want to tell her I haven't eaten in about a week, I didn't want to worry her "oh mom I'm going to eat at school I promised my friends" I used that smile again, the smile that breaks me more to use "oh— well ok have a good day at school honey" psssh yeah right "ok mom" he walked out the door and started walking toward UA. He was lost in his thoughts he didn't notice that he was walking straight toward bakugo, he didn't notice that he bumped into him, all he knew was that something happened and bakugo. was. mad. "Shitty deku watch where your going you piece of shit" he slapped me and I kept my head down "S-Sorry kacchan" "don't apologize to me deku, I wish you were never born you piece of shit, just take a swan dive off a roof already" I looked up with my bland, dull, emotionless eyes. I knew my eyes lost their spark, they used to be full of hope but the hope was gone now.

Everyone gasped and looked at bakugo
Bakugo just kept his hand over his mouth, he was pale and sweating 'I knew it, I'm the reason he's hurting' he looked over at deku and saw a small frown on his face
"His eyes... he looks so dead" kirishima pointed at the screen
"He's done with life, he lost his motivation and everything crumbled down with it"
Everyone looked down, how could this be deku? He couldn't really be depressed... right?
"Everyone just please keep watching remember, this isn't the real Midoriya" aizawa stated, he was clearly shaken at this multiverse but he had to keep everyone calm
Everyone raised their heads to look at the screen again, everyone had a small frown on

"Will that make you happy kacchan?" He looked at kacchan waiting for an answer but Bakugo just stood there looking shaken "if it makes you happy and makes you stop hating me I will"

Bakugo started crying, he didn't care who saw, he caused this and now he's watching on screen his depressed friend
Everyone looked at bakugo and kirishima, todoroki, uraraka, kaminari and sero all got up and started comforting and crying with him
All might could just stare at the screen, young Midoriya was broken and there was no fixing it was there?

Bakugo just stared at Midoriya, he couldn't say anything he wanted to tell him no, to hug him, to tell him it will be ok but he couldn't move. "I'll see you in class kacchan" Midoriya walked away leaving bakugo on the sidewalk as he walked into UA. He took a breath and he looked at his hand 'I can't lie anymore I will just walk in and keep my head down'. He walked in and kept his head down and sat down at his desk, he pulled out a piece of paper and a pencil. "Hi deku are you alright you didn't say hi" he looked over and saw uraraka and Iida, he wanted to tell them, he wanted a hug, he wanted to be told everything was all right " yeah I'm fine sorry I'm just tired" he put up a small smile and looked back at the piece of paper. "Ok but Midoriya make sure to get sleep tonight" Iida said waving his arms up and down like he usually did. He just nodded and said ok and they went back to their desks.

People were crying around the classroom, people were comforting them, people were just staring at Midoriya and the screen, and some people were blaming themselves. But they all had the same question on their mind "what was he going to write"

Midoriya slowly started writing down his note as he made he way up to the roof, he sat down and looked at the beautiful view 'no one will care' he took off his shoes and set them beside him 'the world is better off without me, don't you agree kacchan?'. He slowly stood up and walked off the edge 'I'll die without being the hero I wanted to be, im sorry All Might for not doing what you told me, I'm sorry kacchan for being a disappointment, I'm sorry uraraka for not being a good enough friend, I'm sorry todoroki I couldn't save myself' the screen turned black as they heard the sound of his body hit the pavement. The screen then rolled over to the note and it said...
Dear mom, I'm sorry I was born quirkless, I'm sorry I made dad leave and I'm sorry you had to take care of me for this long, I shall love you forever and I don't want you to cry over me for I am nothing important enough to cry over. - Disappointment
Dear kacchan, I counted you as a friend, even when you hit and punched me, I counted you as my friend, I'm sorry I couldn't make you smile once, I'm sorry I was just a deku but hopefully this can make you smile -Worthless deku
Dear All Might, I couldn't become a hero, I'm sorry but I didn't deserve your power, I never did. I was a quirkless deku and when I was given your power I couldn't even use it without breaking my bones. I'm sorry for being useless - Deku
~The End~

Everyone was crying especially Inko, Bakugo, and All Might
"I-It's all my fault, I'm sorry deku" kacchan whispered
"My boy you aren't a disappointment you make me so proud and you amaze me everyday" All Might smiled through his tears
"My baby....." she continued crying and everyone was comforting her
"Shall we take a break?" Mei walked from behind Midoriya and he groaned as he woke up
Everyone nodded and went and grabbed drinks as they told Midoriya about what happened.
Midoriya comforted everyone and said he was ok and he was happy that everyone was with him but he was sad, all the punches and bad memories of bullying came back to him and for a split second he was sad. He then remembered that he was in UA and he has friends and new memories now.