Three letters - IdubbbzTV x Reader

Part 5

"Wait, What?" I look at Ian, eyes wide.

"You're going to be in my video. And it's going to be longer than 10 minutes so I get ad revenue." He pushes me playfully.

"Okay," I breathe out.

"Okay." He puts his hand on my shoulder. "I'm going to be honest for once in my life," he takes a deep breath, "I care for you, and I hate to see you like this. I know we just met, but I want you to know I feel close to you. And it makes me a little more self conscious. Even though I was before. But seeing you like this, it sort of hurts me."

I start to tear up, "Ian..."

He kisses my forehead, "shhh. We are gonna get through this."

"Thank you." I hug him and breathe in his cologne.

"Of course," He puts his chin on top of my head.

"Ian?" I ask

"Hmm?" He hums his response.

"Let's do this,"

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After he sets his camera up and gets the lighting down, he calls me over and we get into frame. He reaches to start up the camera, but he hesitates, "we don't have to do this, I can make my own video. I don't want to put you on the spot."

"I'm fine," I reassure him, "but please don't include me sobbing. I don't want to be called a pussy by all your fans."

"We are including that." He laughs, "I started it after you reassured me."

"Okay." I look at him.

"Okay," he looks at the camera, "hey guys. This isn't the average video, I'm with a good friend of mine and she has been going through some stuff. I shared a video on my social media, so if you haven't seen that, well welcome to the news channel."

"Yeah... should I go?" I looked at Ian with insecurity in my eyes.

"Yes. Tell the audience," Ian looks at me.

"So..." I take a shaky inhale, "I'm Y/T/N. Hi. My name is Y/n. And my video is on my own channel. But putting this out on Ian's channel can raise more awareness, because we have different audiences."

"Yeah. And since all the popular people follow me," He laughs, "maybe we could reach the goal."

"Hey! I have a lot of twitch streamers subbed to me!" I retort.

"Okay, okay. Continue," Ian smiles in my direction.

"I guess the beginning of this is me avoiding the inevitable." I sigh. "So, My cousin was recently admitted into a hospital for a heart problem that went unnoticed until now. She just got into college, and she doesn't have money to afford the surgery. My aunts money went to a part of her college life and my parents aren't the richest. So this is where you guys come in." My voice breaks, Ian's hand went directly into mine, and I start to cry. But I don't make any noise with it. Tears are just streaming down my face. "I'm sorry. I know I should be making my own money. But this is how I do it. I'm a YouTuber, so what else am I to do?" I chuckle, "All the money made off of Ian's video and mine will go to her funding. So will the gofundme in the description," I squeeze Ian's hand tightly as I whimper, "And if she..." I release his hand and get up, "I can't do this!" I walk into my room and slam the door.

Ian getting up made a lot of ruckus, "Y/n?" He knocked.

"What?" I sighed.

"Can I?" He moves the doorknob a little.

"Yeah..." I trail off.

He walks in and hugs me. No camera in his hand or anything. Just him. He squeezes tighter when I start to sob.