I am leaving behind everything.
Looking towards the light ahead of me
Don't worry about me.
I want to be free.
I got tangled in a huge mess.
Which made everyone feel.
Guilty, of how they have a friend like me.
I want to get away to a lonely place.
I would love to be alone for a while.
Away from every problem I got in life.
I want to relax and be free.
So I just close my eyes.
Look at the beautiful world I imagined
And it makes me cry that.
When my vital organs don't work
I see the beauty in everything.
That makes me say that
Physically challenged is more beautiful than
A healthy human being.
Maybe having faults is the best.
But I need time to heal myself again.
I know its okay be broken hearted sometimes
I know everything seems bad sometimes.
But It takes time to digest the feelings.
It takes time to cry out the pain.
I didn't have a heartbreak.
Or got abused by anyone
But the fear inside me is.
Eating me alive
Bit by bit
That's it feels hard to survive.
I didn't ask for the best life.
All I ever wanted was a good life.
A life without regrets
But all I do now is regret
Every moment.
I want to sit behind someone.
I want to be a special person.
I want to be the one who can make someone smile
I don't want to be invisible anymore.
I don't want to share this poem.
Which says how life is so messed up.
I also want to dream about someone.
About something which I would get
I don't want to be in the cage which gives me nothing but pain.
I want to change become the old me
All I need is time.
Being alone.
So let me go for some time
I will be back like the one you want.
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Gratis
PoetryGratis in Greek depicts to be free. The Teenage author has written poetry on themes like love, war, rape, depression, suicide and a wider range of topics an average teenager goes through. The poems in these books are mostly narrative and describe th...