imessage ~ millie bobby brown

blank makes you crazy

y/n-

we eat lunch at a food court and i sit awkwardly next to millie. the group obviously is annoyed of how quiet we are with each other.

afterwards we wander around the mall and the rest of the group is ahead of us and we just awkwardly talk every now and then. this morning was just like wayy awkward for me and it's still in my head i guess.

-later on-
all of us are pretty much ready to go to the haunted house thing. And millie says she forgot her jacket and I offer to go with her to get it. when she grabs it i go to the door but millie stops me.

"hey-" she blurts and i spin around to look at her.
"yeah?" i question and look at her confused.
she just gives me this long stare and she starts to lean in.. before she closes the space between us, i gay panic and pull away.

"i- aha- sorry- i. yeah sorry." i speed out of the room. why didn't i let her just kiss me? it's just going to be weird now.
goddamnit y/n.

it wasn't the right moment. and who is she to think she's such a top? pfft.
nah jk #bottomvibes. i mean i think.

i can hear sadie yelling for me and i basically run to them. i try my best to keep from glancing at millie who looks fairly upset. i feel so bad. fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck.
we head out and i still try not to look at millie and i look up for one second and she's staring right at me. we still have to sit next to each other in the car.

once we get into car, i grab my phone. i'm too embarrassed to talk about it out loud.

                                          you: hey im so so sorry.
millie looks down at her phone and glances up at me and she shrugs.
i frown and text her again.
                                     you: i really want to kiss u.
                                     you: it didn't feel right tho.
millie reads them and frowns and looks up at me. she whispers;

i'm sorry.

i whisper back;

don't be.

and i grab her hand. she smiles lightly at me and i smile back. she goes to looks at the front window of the car considering we're in the back, and when i notice she isn't paying attention at all, i kiss her cheek and turn to look out my own window. i can almost feel her eyes on me and she lifts both of our hands and kisses mine in response. i feel my cheeks turn bright pink.

jesus christ our lord and savior, i love that girl.

A/N: ik im lazy lmao but here.