Ch.21 Dont Apologize For Me Doing My Job

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Hello guys. Sorry I havent been posting in a while, I have been quite busy. Also did you guys hear that the boys get on Wattpad, Tumblr, and Instagram and read our fanfics sometimes.... CODE RED! Jk, but they really said that they do... o_O

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*Elizabeths POV*-

"Niall?" I say just barely getting out the words.

"Hey princess, Its okay now. Im here, Im back." he says smiling. I dont care how much ive missed that beautiful smile, that still warms my heart, i dont want him here.... Not now... Maybe ever.

"Whats wrong love? Its me. I love you, I know that through everything we have been through I havent been here, but I am now. I wont leave you again, promise. Im sorry i hurt you, it will never happen again. Im just so happy we are here together again." he says tears in his eyes. I see that he is absoulutley serious. But i wont do it again.

"Niall. I loved you, I still do. But what happened between us, made me go crazy. I was just begining to become me again, and then that phyco got me and here we are again. Your famous, im not. I get so much hate on twitter, tumblr, instagram, facebook, everywhere. And its not because their fans and they hate me. Its because, you belong to them. They are your biggest fans and deserve all of your undivided attention. They are the ones who got you where you are now. You cant give them the attention and love that they need if your with me. Im one of your biggest fans, and always will be. But this isnt about us anymore. Its about where we will go after this." tears begin to stream down my face. I know what im about to say, and I dont want to say it. But it has to be said. "What will happen after this? I'll get out of here, we will move back in together. You'll go on tour for a year, I'll come to some concerts and see you sometimes. I'll sleep alone in the house, wandering how you are. I'll be dealing with the hate wihtout you there to help me get through it. I'll get threats and you wont know because your work keeps you to busy to focus on us. Then you will eventually come back and spend a week with me. We will fight because over the last 7 months we grew apart, we will both get hurt all over again and end up like what this is right now." Nialls face has paled, he looks lost. He doesnt seem to understand why im saying this.

He thought he could just come resque me and everything will be back to normal. He was wrong.

"Why are you doing this? Look at Baylee and Zayn. Or Brandy and Harry. Thats us too. We are just as right for each other as they are. We can make it work, just like they have. We cant give up. The reason we split was for a stupid misunderstood interview. I love you Liz. Please... Dont." Nialls pleads crying harder than me.

"Im sorry. I need time. I see your point in what went wrong at the interview but, i just cant afford to get hurt and feel like that everyday. It can kill someone Niall. I just need some time to think about all of this." I say trying to sound honest. When the truth is, i want him just as bad as he still wants me.

He slowly stands up and walks to the door. He walks out without a glance back at me. I cry. Cry for hours. I know im too strong to be with him again. But i think what i have done is wrong and i need him. I need him to come back, to come in that door and tell me he isnt leaving without me. But he never does.

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More later loves (: Xx

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