Thoughts, words, imagination. It's all over me, should I love her again? Should I? Or should I forget about her? I promised that I'll forget about her, but something is messing with me. How do I Unlove you?
Dear Minatozaki Sana: Please be with me again...
I hear the drop of the rain crashing to the streets, people holding umbrella's. It reminded me how we used to walk with the rain. But now, it's all in me. I hope, that you will forgive me for what I did. But I know you wouldn't forgive me ATLEAST, nor give me a second chance.
No matter what happens, I will talk to my Dad and Mark to give them a reason why I will still love you. I'd explain everything just to get them understand me, cause I want you to stay with me till the end even though I'll lose you at the same time
Dear Kim Dahyun: Love me the way I love you...
We didn't have practice since we should rest, all I did was think of her. Her reflection always in my mind, I can't get rid of her almost everything of her is still in me. I'm dumb for wanting you again. But I won't stop my self from loving you even though I want to give up on you.
It's just that, my heart keeps wanting you. I smiled weakly to myself as I see the pictures I have taken with Dahyun, the smile that I missed for 2 years.
"Kyahhh! Let's take a selfie!"
"Your right! Then let's post it in social media!"
"OoOohh! I love this one! "
"No wayyy! That's the time I still have my braces on! I look ugly there! "
"But no matter how you look, your still beautiful"
I still remembered how you made me fall for you. Yes, I'm not the best but I promise, I will love you with all my heart.
Today, I went to my Dad. I want to explain everything to him, the reason that I don't want to marry Mark. I prayed for everything. Hoping that something will change. But maybe something will or not. Maybe...
"Dad?"
"Yes Sana?"
"Can I tell you something?"
"What is it my dear?"
"I don't want this marriage.."
"You can't back out, Sana"
"Dad! Respect my decisions! I don't want to! I still love her! That Kim Dahyun! The girl I loved! The girl that I left just to come with you?! I still love her Dad!"
"My Dear... Please Don't shout.."
"Are you really my Father?"
It failed
I failed..
I went to Mark, the boy that I will marry, the boy who I faked love. I want him to understand me, I want to love Dahyun again. I want to marry her...
"Mark?"
"Yes?"
"Can I... Back out this marriage?"
"Sana.."
"I'm sorry... I can't handle this.."
"If you want Dahyun again... Then I'll give up on you.. "
I thank Mark for happening to understand me. He was kind to me. And I appreciate him, it's just I don't feel he's love that I was expecting from him.
Dear Kim Dahyun: Wait for me...
As time goes by, I couldn't let my mind to stop thinking about you. You. Minatozaki Sana, your gonna marry someone. I want you to marry me. Only me, if only I had the courage to tell you now...
How about...
Let's meet?
I texted you, seems like you haven't seen it yet. But hopefully, you'll see it. I want to explain everything.
"Sana? Can we meet?"
I realized how much I love you and that I'd wait for you to accept me again
But...
It feels so wrong for waiting for you, it's like waiting for something that won't happen
|| Eyooo! Sorry if this is sad! Forgive me... But don't worry! Here's the update! Always smile! And be positive! Smile like SAIDA
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