Chapter:8

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Amorea P.O.V
I went out of the bathroom and did my make up routine,
Honestly I don't use make up much, sometimes I've consider doing make up but it's almost impossible for me to do make up on my own and I don't wanna look like a clown and embarrass my family so
I only use lip balm and apply some cream on my face so that my family won't be ashamed of me atleast I think they won't be.
I wore a green short and a baggy loose hoodie because after yesterday
I don't really feel like wearing good clothes.
I look around for my phone and saw it lying on my bed I furrow my brows usually I would put my phone on the night stand cause I don't wanna crush my phone with my weight.
I never sleep with my phone. then why did I last night? that's when viltis number and the msgs and realisation hit me.
The last night my msg. Has he reply yet? OMG! What did he replied?
I haven't felt so eager in ages.
The adrenaline gave me rush to run and get my phone  but when I realise what I send him yesterday
"shit shit shit"  the curse left my mouth automatically under my
breath I reach for my phone.

Unlocking my phone with this tight knot in my stomach i quickly closed my eyes feeling too nervous to see. What did he reply? He did even reply? Like he's the one who gave me his number! But maybe I was too rude? What if he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore.

Feeling mixed emotions confuses me so much urgh

Feeling excited and yet so nervous. I couldn't help but pray to God that vitlis isn't mad at me. I opened my eyes and there flashes on black letter

*you have 3 new msgs from vitlis*

He replied! Grinning like an idiot from my ear to ear and before even opening his msgs I throw my phone on my bed and starting jumping up and down
"yes yes yes!! Thank you so much god! I love you!" I've never felt this excited and awesome since years! Haven't ever felt this feeling before

"Knock knock" the door knock make me stop my whatever dance I was doing
"so now that you're done with your monkey jumping mom is Calling you for Breakfast so come down stairs monk"
This annoying voice can only belong to one person in this house Anastasia and like always she says and turn to leave without bothering to look at me,

normally I would be annoyed af but due to vitlis I'm not even annoyed at her
"sure thing sista I'll be down in a minute"
I almost yell while smiling like an idiot.
She stops dead in her track and turns to just look at me  parted as if I am an alien or something her lips were part as if the words are stuck in her mouth or something
i raise one of my brows at her and ask "anything else?"
I was getting a bit worried now what if mom is still mad at me.
"Wh..what's that?" She replied making me  crunch my eyebrows in confusion but soon I thought maybe I have something on my face
"is there something on my face?"
This time she didn't reply curious as to what could possible be on my face that made her the statue of liberty,  I walk toward my mirror and saw nothing on my face.
I frown and I turn back to her only to see her standing there like a statue again.
"Umm are you okay?" I asked getting concern now. She shook her head and blink rapidly
"what's wrong with you loser?" Without waiting for my answer she turns on her heel and walk out of my room. What did she meant by that I maybe a acting a bit weird but am I acting so out of character that even she noticed?
After a few seconds  I look at my  phone lying on bed like and smile.

Feeling something I can't describe I've never felt so excited and nervous and then scared like all at once.

After deciding I'll check his msgs later since Anatasia will be telling about my happy dancing and ofc exaggerating all the things she could.

I went downstairs and just like I expected she already telling everyone about me!
"You should take her to a mental institution. God it was so funny."
Her annoying voice fills the dinning room. just great!
"Are you serious? What was she doing?" Can't you guys just let this go and make her quite
"well she up practically twerking like up-" enough seriously such a liar she is
"wtf Anatasia! I didn't do anything like twerking!"
I cut her by yelling she was startle by voice since no one paid any attention when I came downstairs maybe she was surprised to see me but she quickly recover and yells
"why the fuck are you yelling for and are saying you weren't dancing your in room?"
She know I was dancing but I wasn't twerking!
"Mind your own business Anatasia!" I yelled at her when suddenly mom came out of the kitchen
"what the hell is happening? Why are you two always yelling? Huh?"
I was about to explain why I yelled when Anatasia beat me to it
"She was the one yelling at me first. I was just talking to Armin and she came out of no where and started yelling like that."
I stared at her complete baffle how can she manipulate everything so easily? Like she's making it seem like it's all my fault.
"Is this true Amorea?" She asked filled with fury in her body her eyes showing her complete anger "ye..no mom." I stutter and she become more even more furious
"no yes what the hell. Give me a straight answer you know I don't like stuttering and all."
She sternly said "yes but what's she-" I tried to explain but she cut me off and said "no buts, it's your fault so be mature and take the blame. Honestly ever since you're born you've been like a bad luck to us. Yesterday you didn't listen to me and cleaned your room and now you're yelling at your elder sister. What's wrong with you?go to your room."
I didn't say anything and just let her words absorb into my skin all of her words were true.
She was right but today it's not my fault.
I look down at my feet and as strongly as I could without letting my voice  crack I said "it was wasn't my fa..fault."
But still my voice cracked in the end without hearing another word from mom I went straight to my room and locked the door and turn over and lean on my door falling down slowly my tears were falling freely from my eyes.
I kept them close till I hit the floor and let myself cry for why am I not a good daughter? For why can't I be worth anything to anyone?
I realise how fast my happiness turn into sadness. How easy it is for someone who I love to hurt me?
How easily the blue eyes vanished from my mind,
the pain took the place instead and made my whole body ache or maybe it was just a crave for love. The one who loved in this family is gone and then this condition of mine reminds me of my eldest uncle
the image of my eldest uncle flashes in my mind who I never got to know fully but I always felt like his stories were similar to mine.

Like he died without having his family, he felt like he was worthless he left this home, this family  because of how they treated him, maybe that's what written for me too to leave and

after that no image was flashing in my mind, it become just blank and dark
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We all have a dark side but some went through traumas that made the darkness more deadly

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