Mystique Love

Chapter:15

I look at Andrea and
The way she smiles so big and proud looking at me with so much adoration, the way her wrinkle eyes shines with so much love and adoration for who she thinks i am his grandson girlfriend my heart sunk a little at the reality.

I looked away to prepare myself to tell Andrea the truth
"Andr-" I couldn't get to finish as I  got engulf into a big warm hug
"I'm so happy pumpkin." She whisper in my ear as I stood too baffle to respond

But it only took me a minute to hug her back I let myself be lost in this motherly love that I've never felt in my entire life, not even once

After so long I felt this warm feeling of being wanted and loved it's feels so good but like everything else good in my life this wonderful warm feeling has to come to an end.

I broke the hug and gave a little sad smile knowing what I had to do I look at her.

Her bright smile and beaming face suddenly change to a frown
"Are you alright?" She asked
I know I had to tell the truth

She lean over my ear and said "is this your time of the month?"

I couldn't help but chuckle while she still look at me with concern written all over her face

"I've got some tam-" I cut her off and shook my head left and right saying no p

"Everythings fine Andrea. I just need to talk to  viltis okay?" I smile a little which took away frown and made her smile like she was smiling before.

"Ofc pumpkin and I told you to call me grandma" she spoke so gentle and so sweet I hate to leave her but I had to do the right thing.

I turn away from Andrea and walk toward viltis "we need to talk." I demanded and it took him a minute before he nodded and said

"follow me" he got up and started walking I turn back to look at Andrea one last time before going , she was smacking that blond guy who is the reason for this mess who is he?
I try to remember if I've ever met him before but nothing comes to my mind

"You coming" viltis broke my thought and I snap my head toward him and nodded  he turn his back to me again and I started following him.

I do not really focusing on anything but on the fact how miserable I've become. How much I missed the warmth of hug, how I miss to feel wanted. There's just so much I miss and no matter how much I crave for any loving affection from my family I know I won't ever get any, I'm just not worth it.

Flick flick flick

I was again pulled out of my train of thoughts by viltis snapping finger right in front of my face

"What!" I growl out angry tbh I'm not angry at him OK that's a lie I am mad at him but not as much as I'm mad at myself because of not being worthy.  I'm so worthless.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked like I'm the wrong one here making me furiously replied

"Excuse me but last time I checked I wasn't dating a jerk"
He did seem a shock to see my sassy reply but recover quick

"You got a mouth? What happened to your big mouth when Sheldon said you're dating this jerk?"

"Who'd Sheldon?"
He shrugged
"None of your business."  Okay viltis has never been so cold to me there's something wrong for sure. A part of me want to get out of this room and leave him but a small part of me wants to know why is he being so cold.
I know what I need to do

Damn it! 

"you really wanna do this right now?"

"Do what? " He acts like he don't know and turn his back to me but I grab his hand and stop him he turn around and his gaze fell  at my hand holding his hand

"Seriously what is it?" I said
And his stare turn toward my eyes.
His mystique blue eyes were shooting dagger at me.
I've never seen Viltis mad  at me this much I have to know the reason why. 

"Will you quit?" He said each word with such venom, I have never saw him act like this to me and for some reasons it's hurt to hear him talk to me like this.
"What do you mean?" I asked trying not to show any hurt.
"Don't act naive now you know what I mean." He said narrowing his eyes at me and I stood confuse.

We just stood like this until he sighs and said "why didn't you tell grandma you're not my gf? It's because of the pity right? I don't want your fucking pity so why don't you just quit and go home!" He said without any emotions in his eyes

I can't take it anymore I burst out and yell at him

"Seriously you are mad because of such a petty reason? In case  You don't know what we haven't talk for a week and I was genuinely worried for you and when I met you today after a whole week and you just go ahead and gave me cold shoulder? You act like you don't know me and your friend or who ever he is called me your girlfriend and I don't even know him but he knows me! All this stuff doesn't bother but me not telling your grandma that I'm not your girlfriend bothers the hell out of you?! And you think I did that out of pity? I'm sorry but you don't know me so don't just go ahead and assume things I didn't told her because I wanted you to tell her! And even now instead of talking to her here you are telling me how I'm a fake pity giving bitch. You know what skew you!"

I stare at him with my furious brown eyes waiting for him to say something. Yet  his lips stayed seal so I stomp out of the room.
"Pity? Huh how can be even say that that psycho gorgeous devil!"

"I will kill him"
I was walking down the small hall almost got to the stairs case when suddenly I came to holt and was pushed aside a wall and I look up to see viltis stating at me with his blue eyes

I tried to break away but both of his hand kept me pine to the wall
"Let me go psycho."

He smirk and said
"You won't talk to me then?"