a chance to live ( barry x reader )

im not dead?

Being the black sheep of my family doesn't mean I was a rebel, it was just because I was a girl , my siblings are only boys ,and my father wanted only boys ,even my mother always tell me that she curses the day I was born , I was insulted, abused, disrespected. I didn't even go to school to school because people will see the bruises they give to me every day of my life. So i was home schooled.
I was so tired ,I couldn't take it any more, so I did what depressed people would do------

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I committed suicide

But I thought it was all over ,but I was wrong , life had another thing coming for me
My name is Timmy smith, and this is my story

The present
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I opened my eyes only to see white everywhere
"Hello" I said turning about to look for something that wasn't white , and alas I found
I saw a woman her hair was red , she wore a yellow gown that reached above her knee, she was beautiful ( an : that was Barry's mom) ,
" hello Timothy" she said ,saying my name in full ,ugh I hated it ,but it was sweet hearing it from her
" I'm suppose to be dead " I said confused ,
" yes u were but we saved you " she said, I was so confused ,I tilted my head in confusion ,and she-- I mean they laughed
" we are the speed force, we came in form of this woman" I nodded in understanding.
"And why did u save me " I asked " we have a mission for you" suddenly an image formed as that said that

I saw the hottest man in the whole world, I said that because I was not allowed to go out of my house ,so the only people I knew were my family . back to the story, he had brown hair that was styled perfectly, and his eyes were so blue like the ocean , I blushed just because I saw his picture ,what would happen if I see him face to face?
Sf noticed my blushing face and chuckled lightly,
" 16 yrs ago this boys mom , the form we have taken is how she looks like, she was murdered , by eobard thawne also known as reverse flash and recently known as Harrison wells ,he kill Barry's mother and framed his father for it ,he was sentenced to jail for life" they kept on telling me about him ,like how he was adopted ,how he became the flash ,they showed me images of people who were important to him and also some villains and some people I should know . but the question was
Why are they showing me this? , I voiced my thoughts to her
" ur mission is to make him fall for you , since you have already fallen for him " they teased me , I turned different shades of red.
" ur job is to make him happy and may be u can marry him" I blushed again ,they handed me a paper
" this is the address to ur house and this is your bank account which has unlimited amount of money" a blue worm hole opened and I was standing in front of it
" but I suggest you work at jitters ,that is where you'll meet Barry" they also handed me a bracelet
" this is how we'll communicate with you , we wish you goodluck" they said and smiled ,suddenly I hugged them ,they were so shocked ,but she finally hugged me back " thank you"
I then released them and stood in front of the blue worm hole , I wanted to jump but I stopped as I remembered something
" wait if I meet Barry at jitters ,when will I meet flash" I asked them
" now "
" waited wha---" I was cut off as they pushed me this into the wormhole,, only for me to notice that I was falling from the sky
"Ahh" I screamed, I heard them laugh before the breach closed, I continued to scream
Suddenly I felt a muscular arm rapped around my waist and my feet on the floor, I stopped screaming and hugged him, my face on his chest
" Are you ok? " I heard a manly voice asked me, I shook my head and hugged him more tight as he tried to make me release him

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