Knowing I'll never...
Amount to her...
Knowing I'll never..
Be what she is.
Knowing I'll never...
Be the only one.
Knowing I'll never...
Be HIS only one.
Knowing I'll never...
Amount to anything.
Knowing so much.
Knowing so much about me.
I hate myself.
.
I HATE myself.
.
.
.
.
I HATE MYSELF.
SCREAM IT TO THE WORLD
I'M A USELESS SHIT
AND I DON'T DESERVE
ANYTHING.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.
I
HATE
MYSELF.
I NEED YOU TO KNOW
THE PURE HATE.
BECAUSE IT'S BURNING LIKE A FIERY PIT INSIDE
AND THE ONLY WAY TO EXTINGUISH IT
IS IF I EXTINGUISH YOU
BUT I CAN'T DO THAT
BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF
WAY.
TOO.
MUCH.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
But worst of all...
Is knowing..
That it's because of you.
