It's been about a week since I talked to Alex. He won't answer his phone or come out of the house. I was worried about him. I tried my hardest to get him to talk to me but he wouldn't let me. The only person he's talked to is Carlos. Carlos says he's fine but I don't believe it one bit. He would have left his house by now. Anyways I tried to call him again today. Still no answer, so I decide to text him Hamid❤️ Yep I still have his name as that Y/n💔: pls Alex I'm sorry Y/n💔: answer me pls I'm worried Y/n💔: Alex pls Y/n💔: I'm sorry Y/n💔: pls call me back Y/n💔: I miss u Y/n💔: alexxxxxxxxx Read at 19:54
Ugh I have no idea what to do. I mean he's the one that cheated. But I was the one that lied about everything. He had a right to cheat on me, ig, idk But I did worst. I faked everything and humiliated him, what did I expect For him to forgive, ha probably never gonna happen
The girls have tried to cheer me up It kinda worked I haven't left the house that much Only for school But tonight where going to a party I have a bad idea about it but I need to clear my head So why not have some fun (Little did she know that she was gonna have a bad night😏)
The party started at 9 and it was 8 so I had an hour to get ready I jumped into the shower Then did my make up like
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Then I got changed into
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I got a text from Malu saying she's outside I slide my shoes on and head out
M: damn bbg looking fly Y: thanks u looking hot baby M: ik ahhhhhh she say sticking her tongue out Y: let's goooooo! M: that's the spirit girlllll
We arrived at the party and got out and headed in
D: damn ma girls r here ahhhhhh
I could tell she was drunk
Y: chill with the drinking D: come and drink baby loosen up a bit Y: ughh fine
Dess grabbed my hand and led me to the bar
I got the bottle of vodka and drank it straight I knew it was a bad idea but u only live once I started chugging the bottle
D: damn girl that's vodka and your drinking it straight Y: okay and I say wiping my mouth D: yasssss let's go
I make eye contact with him What's he doing here I didn't think he would be here Now I regret being here I could see the pain in his eyes Did I really hurt him this much No I couldn't have It's Alex Guzman The fuck boy of the school Fucks over every girl he's been with Why would he care about me
Dess started dancing on my so I grabbed her waist and grinned on her A group of boys surrounded us as we dance
??: damn that ass tho ??: aye baby let me tap that ass ??: three some?
Carlos comes into the circle and grabs Dess away So it was just me surrounded by guys
??: come one baby let's have fun he says grabbing my waist Y: no leave me alone I say pushing him off me ??: come on baby we don't bite unless u want us to another guy says grabbing my ass Y: stop!! ??: shhh no need to be loud baby he says walking closer to me Y: leave me alone ??: come on baby just let us hit it once Y: no leave me alone
By now i was surrounded by 5 guys
Y: pls leave me alone, I don't want no trouble ??: there will be no trouble if u let us have what we want he says pulling me into a tight grip Y: GET OFF ME I say slapping him ??: your gonna regret that missy he says lifting my dress up
Yes we were in a room full of people but no one seamed to take notice
Y: I'm sorry I say as tears slither down my cheeks He grip around my waist got tighter making hard for me to breath
Y: GET OFF ME I CANT BREATH ??: she said get off her
