Her Secret Place

The Ending

We've grown apart on so many levels I'm not even sure if you love me or if it was ever real. This isn't what I want hell it isn't even what I deserve you know it too but the selfishness in you won't let me go because of your fear of losing me. It's not fair I want real love. One that doesn't change or get tired of me. One that respects me communicates with me. One that is so in tune with me I don't have to spend a life time or every waking moment translating my soul to them. You know that can't be with you but yet you try until it fades away and your like a beast in a cage waiting to get out, waiting to get away. Your going to work tomorrow leaving there going to your parents and staying the night until the next day. Your decision affected me and I'll probably never tell you face to face it made me feel like I was such a problem that you had to get away. I hate it, I hate the way you keep making me feel and you do it with no remorse. This one though is going to break it though.... I can't live like this... it's not healthy and some how me writing this is coaching me to be strong and let you go and move on. Strangely I know what needs to be done I just need the strength to do it and stick to it. It's going to hurt but I have to!

It's time to end this series/book whatever. I've closed that chapter in my life it's time to rewrite my own story. It's been real (literally) ✌🏽