Recovery

(48) Who's Lighter Is It?

Jared's POV:

I wake up and look around me to see everyone still in Vincent's room.

I smile slightly, then suddenly get hit with a wave of sadness and numbness.

Nobody likes you.

I try to shake off the negativity, like I usually do, but it wouldn't go away.

Your a nobody

Vincent's just dating you out of sympathy.

You didn't try hard enough.

I put my hands through my hair and grab my phone to see what time it is.

9:26? You slept in to late.

I put my arms around Vincent, hugging him, which accidentally wakes him up.

"J-j-jared?" Vincent says, his voice sounding cute and adorable.

I didnt want to answer him but, I did just wake him up.

"Hmm," I said quietly, if it wasn't dead silent in here, you probably wouldn't have heard it.

"Hi," Vincent say sitting up.

"Hmm," I said using the same voice.

Vincent frowns, but doesn't address anything.

Vincent gets off my lap to stretch and I go in the bathroom.

Kill yourself.

Nobody likes you.

Life will be better without you.

I grab my toothbrush and brush my teeth, then wash my face.

When I came back, Jamie and Ethan were gone and Vincent was sitting on the bed.

Your worthless.

"Jamie and Ethan went home to change, they will be back." Vincent says.

I nodded and grabbed some clothes to take a shower.

And of course, the water was as hot as hell making my skin turn red.

Vincent's POV:

I wonder whats wrong with Jared. He seems pretty out of it.

He barely even talked to me then went straight in the shower.

I hope he isn't doing anything...bad.

30 minutes go by until Jared's finally out the shower.

He comes out in basketball shorts, his chest kinda red.

What happened?

I want to bring it up but I don't want to upset him, maybe I'll just give him a minute.

I grab some clothes also and head to the shower.

After my shower, I step on the scale 86 pounds....

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I get out of the shower and go in my room to see Jared on the bed staring off into a distance.

"Jared?" I said, he didn't respond.

"Jared!" I say louder.

He looks over out me emotionless.

"You wanna do something today?" I said trying to make a conversation.

"Hhm." Is all he says.

"We can take a walk?" I suggested.

"No," Jared says looking back at the ceiling.