love, jiwon - sechskies

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴡo: ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ʷʰᵒ ᵍᵒ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵖᵃⁱⁿ

after the funeral...

Jai-jin sat in between Suwon's legs and allowed his back to rest on the taller and younger's front body. The couple intertwined their fingers, but they stayed quiet. Almost every one had already left Jiwon's funeral, with only his close family members and group members still there. At this point Jai-jin stopped crying and was only thoughts filling his head.

Sunghoon was peacefully asleep, finally able to calm down after crying so much. Jiyong was there, too. He sat next to Sunghoon with his eyes closed. Jaeduck silently let his tears drip down while he sang the chorus of 'Couple', having a few voice cracks every now and then. Even if they all seemed so quiet, they were silently mourning over Jiwon.

Jaeduck stopped singing because he couldn't stand singing the song anymore. 'Hyung...'

After a few more hours the day had to come to an end.

Sunghoon, Jaeduck, Suwon, Jai-jin and Jiyong were now gathered around a table. Food was served but no one except for Suwon, Jaeduck and Jiyong were eating. Suwon took a spoonful of rice and vegetables and placed the metal spoon on Jai-jin's bottom lip.

"Hyung, open your mouth. You've eaten nothing today,"

"Don't wanna,"

Suwon sighed and furrowed his eyebrows. "Jai-jin hyung, eat,"

The older man opened his mouth in defeat and allowed his boyfriend feed him. From one spoonful, he put in another, and another, and another until Jai-jin wanted to eat.

Jiyong eyed the couple before he darted his eyes to Sunghoon. "Sunghoon-ah, eat some rice," he said while putting a piece of dried laver on top of his rice. "If you eat this, I'll let you sleep on my thigh instead of the floor," The pink haired man obeyed and put the laver in his mouth.

"At least they're all eating well," Jaeduck thought. Everyone was quiet, again.

They were all equally close to Jiwon, and knowing that he had been mercilessly killed to death hurt, and it felt as if a part of them had been torn apart. And Jiyong felt like crap because Jiwon had always wanted to meet his son Seungjae, but he never did get the chance. They knew they were gonna miss him, it hasn't even been a day and they already miss him. Miss everything about him. His looks, his hair, his body, his voice. God, they were really gonna miss him.

"Hello there, boys,"

Jiwon's father sat down next to Jai-jin and sadly smiled. He grabbed his hand and placed what it looked like a cassette tape, with 'to: jekki' written on it. Confused, he tilted his head. "What's this?"

"I found it in his room. It was on top of his bed, and it had your names there so I thought he wanted to give this to you. I feel like you should check it,"

The 5 boys looked at each other, before they nodded.