chapter one, (arriving at paradise)

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joy, the feeling that i felt as joining a new school meant escaping all of the past trauma of my last. i looked around at the high walls and ceilings, painted a miserable beige yellow and the ceilings a lovely crisp white with black rims. i admired the beauty that this school held and wanted to take it in all at once.

i suddenly sure a figure walk up to me as i turned the corner on the incredibly long staircase.  "kurt right?" i nodded as he stared me in the eyes in silence before introducing himself. "i'm blaine, your new roommate and hopefully best friend" i could  could already feel the butterflies welling up in his stomach, he tried not to adapt feelings for another man because the last time i did he was straight and turned out to be my step brother.

blaine took my hand and rushed me to the commons. he stood me in the door way as he rushed over to the rest of the immaculately dressed boys standing in fantastic formation. they started creating music using sounds spoken from their lips. i gently tapped my foot on the floor as i listened to this music. blaine joined in with the chorus and it felt like heaven.

the music had finished and blaine slowly trudged over to me "welcome to the warblers, kurt" i smiled widely as he embraced me with a hug. i had to quickly let go as i didn't want people to start assuming things.

i smiled slightly as he walked us back to our dorm room for a free period. he brushed his hand against mine and moved it away, was he scared of the same thing? or was this just some joke to him? i sighed as we entered the dorms. i peeled my blazer off and hung it on the clothing rack next to my bed with a steam presser.

"what happened down there?" blaine asked as he laid on his stomach with his head resting in his hands.

"at my last school, everyone knew i was gay and i constantly got bullied for it. i would be shoved into lockers, hit, called a fag. so i try not to let my emotions show anymore cause people start assuming things" i sighed and looked down at my feet before joining on the bed and nervously playing with my hands.

"you'll be fine here!" he exhaled as he grabbed my hand tightly and looked me in the eyes. i still wasn't so sure that everything was going to be okay. "i'll admit, some people at this school don't agree with us being gay but lucky for us, they're at another site. the rest of my friends are super supportive and don't support bullying" i have a half hearted smile as he grazed his thumb on the back of my hand.

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