I stayed
off the edge
for so long
I stood
with too feet planted on shaking ground,
But still I stood
And now, I teeter
I can feel myself falling
the edge is so close,
the void is so near
I'm falling,
falling,
falling.
it calls my name,
it beckons me with its embrace
I stood for so long
all alone
the memory of a time before the void
playing back for me,
flickering
breaking apart
the memory of the time before hurts,
the void knows how too soothe me
I feel myself being pulled apart
I feel myself falling
for so long I have stayed over the edge,
away from the blades; the drugs; the whispers in my head
for so long I was good
was.
