My Bad Boy Prince

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Sierra Anderson

I'm not going to lie when I say hearing about a so-called wedding hurt, because it did. But honestly what was I thinking he's a prince. He's bound to marry someone soon — someone of royal decent. Not me.

I don't like the idea of him with someone else. We may be dating but we aren't a married couple. Yes I love him and I know he said he loves me to, but I guess not as much as I love him. Overhearing the conversation made me realize that this is probably just some little dream and before I know it, it will be over. I don't want it to be — I love how he makes me feel.

How I can be myself.
How I can crack jokes.
How he is insanely caring towards me.

I am not ready for this whole marriage thing. Maybe he is and that's why this whole marriage is happening.

But I'm not going to sit here and doubt him because I trust him. And, if he is ready then I guess it wasn't meant to be-

"Sierra I can see all doubt and worry on your face. But please trust me when I say I don't want to marry her- " Jay sat kneeling in front of me holding my hands. "the only person I ever want to think of marrying and raising a family with is you."

Did I just hear him correctly.
Did he just say he wants a family with me and to marry me? Not now obviously but still.

"Jason, I can't marry you-" His face dropped. "I am too young, I am not ready for marriage yet and you definitely are and that scares me. Yes, I love you, I love you so much and I know you feel the same about me but I can't just marry someone right now. You have your whole life planned out, I wanna see the world and then hopefully in a few years start a family. You do know I want a lot of kids right?" He smiled, letting out a sigh of relief.

"Good thing I want a lot of kids too" He said letting out a laugh.