Breaking Point [Izuku X Depressed!Reader]

Part 8

TW: Suicide, Cursing, Mentions of bullying

You know that one saying that goes "You don't know or appreciate what you have until it's gone."? That was how Bakugo, Uraraka and Midoriya felt after they received the news that (Y/N) was pronounced dead.

Their friend, the person that was supposed to graduate with them, the person they were supposed to defend from bullies and support no matter what, was gone.

All UA students please report to the gymnasium for an assembly

All of the students were excited the last time they had an assembly it was pretty fun laughter was heard throughout halls. It sickened the three students, they were pissed at how easily those insults flowed out of their peers mouths, but that too was them not even a full day ago.

Once all of the students were settled in the auditorium, the staff walked onto the stage but something was off, they weren't smiling. All Might wasn't showing off, Present Mic wasn't trying to hype them up and they all wore a frown.

"I have some very tragic news for you all today and I am sorry I have to say this." All Might cleared his throat as his eyes darted to the paper in his hand.

"Yesterday night, (L/n) (Y/n) was found dead in their apartment." He coughed. Eyes widened and gasps were heard throughout the gym, "(L/n) wasn't an ordinary student, she was a part of class 1-A an aspiring hero. She was also recently said to be the daughter of the infamous duo 'The Villain Children'. It had not become apparent to us that she had been struggling with the bullying she had to endure in this supposedly safe establishment. As all you you should know bullying is not and was never tolerated at this *cough* school."

He was interrupted by a fit of coughs causing Aizawa to take over. The staff looked down, disappointed in their students.

"Im sorry Mom, Dad, Aizawa...'Zuku. and anyone that would have cared though I doubt you did." The man repeated after what the teen had written. "I tried, I really did. I thought maybe I could be a hero, but once you all showed me I couldn't, I believed you. So I lived most my life trying to be something I was told I couldn't be and as you can see, you were right." Aizawa's voice grew softer, " and that's not even the point of this letter!" He screamed, scaring most of the students. "Stupid, useless, a worthless monster, a villain. Is that what I am? Better off dead? Better off not existing? Well I think so too. You all told me I was a demon sent from hell only to cause destruction and pain and I believed you, because I started to see how you were right. So I left, I got tired of it. I got tired of taking the blame when people got hurt, I got tired of getting yelled at by everyone, I got tired of getting a beating every time I stepped past a corner. I got tired of it all."

Aizawa looked at the paper in disbelief, how could a 15 year old feel all of this but look so...normal.

"Hell, am I supposed to stick around and let you watch me crumble at your feet, all because you all would love to see that and enjoy my misery? I think the fuck not!"

Aizawa didn't leave anything out, they needed to hear everything they caused.

"Soon you'll forget about me, don't worry I'm used to it. You'll forget I even existed... hooray for you. Although I'm pretty sure you already did."

Aizawa growled, he was devastated that kid had worked so hard to get to where they were.

"My 'Friends' abandoned me for some lying bitch who they knew I wouldn't have hurt then they wanted to be all buddy buddy again and guess what, they fucking left me again not even a month later. My parents are in fucking jail and I had to deal with the consequences of their actions! Everyone fucking left me! I cried and I yelled for help, but nobody ever fucking came, so I thought I'd be better off quiet I was too scared to speak up. But no you fuckers just had to pry at it and make shit worse didn't you. My life was shit, but I deserved it right?"

Aizawa scoffed and glared at the sea of students before him. Never in their entire lives have they felt so guilty.

"I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger, I'm sorry I was such a disgrace. You all completely destroyed me both mentally and physically, but I guess it was meant to be that way, huh?"

Aizawa's anger grew with every sentence he read.

"I guess this world just wasn't for me, I'm sorry for everything, if I did anything at all other than exist. Maybe in another life we can be friends, I'll see you fuckers later, I'll be waiting. Sincerely, Me."

Aizawa took a second to keep himself from sobbing. Everyone in the gym was left speechless, which only made Aizawa angrier, "Listen up! You all are supposed to be heros! Best of the best! You are to save lives not end them! You all don't deserve to attend this school! (Y/N) did you all no harm! And this is what you all do! The only monsters here are the people that brought them down! I hope all of you brats know that UA will conduct an investigation and everyone who was involved will be expelled! All of your chances of being a hero, engineer or whatever you wanted to do are ruined!" his voice cracked as tears streamed down his face, he glared at the sea of students in front of him and left.

Soon the teachers walked off the stage, they couldn't stand to look at the students anymore, "If something like this happens again please, do not hesitate to tell us." Present Mic said softly and left to find his friend. Soon after they started to project pictures of (Y/n)'s childhood, Their training videos, and a couple of their project drawings. They showed the students everything they had lost, 1-A started to break down and cry, while Izuku took out the letter (Y/n) had left him.

"Izuku, I never wanted things to end up this way. I never wanted to upset you or make you hate me but let's be honest it was bound to happen. You have a big heart and you're willing to protect everyone you can no matter the cost. But did that cost really have to be our friendship? Best friends forever, right? I guess that won't happen, not after this. I never told you this but I liked you, I loved you with my entire being but that love wasn't something you shared with me so it was useless in the end. You'll be alright, if you need help you have plenty of friends you can go to. Just don't end up like me, you're worth so much more than I was anyways. I'll see you later hopefully, don't die too soon. (L/n) (Y/n).

P.S. tell Katsu I'm sorry."

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"I'm so sorry." The three whispered as they lowered (Y/N)'s casket into the ground.

"I love you." Izuku cried as he knelt down to place flowers at their gravestone.

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