Love Hurts

The Station

We're in the cop car. The police are speaking but I can barely tell what they're saying because my mind is in too many places right now. I'm looking out the window with tears in my eyes staring at the rain droplets. We get to the station. They escort me out of the car and inside. I can't get Robs voice out of my head. What if he's gone? What if I never see him again? 'Ma'am? Ma'am?' a voice says faintly. 'We need to you to tell us everything that happened to help us find Robert.' A female officer said. I told them what happened and told them how Rob was being used for bait. 'We will have to ask you to please stay as far away from the investigation as possible.' She said. 'No! I don't care what happens to me! I love Robert too much to put my life over his. I don't care that they're using him to get me. As long as they release him and take me, I'll be fine. I can't lose him.' I told Officer Howell. 'I'm sorry ma'am but my job is to keep you safe and find him. I can't endanger both of you.' She explained. 'Listen, I can get you fired in a second and I will buy this whole station until you let me go get him!' I yelled. I realize that I'm being a little hostile but I can't risk Robs life. I calm down and ask the officer, 'please?' I go back home and try to sleep but I can't. All I can think about is if Robert is ok. It's 3:43 in the morning and I'm still not asleep. I hear and noise in the kitchen and jump startled, but it was just Zen and Mala. I can feel my eyes getting heavier so I close them to try and get sleep.