Killer or Cheater 2 || Vmin x Reader

Chapter 26: Let go

It's been 2 weeks, Erica still ain't home. There is a part of me thinking if she's in trouble but I know that she's strong and she'll do everything to find Alex and Yoongi. As of now, I am alone in the small hospital room in Erica's mansion. I never even knew she had one. My ginger hair had been growing back coating my roots, about 2 inches. My gunshots are also healing but the scars were still there. 

Scars... I look at my wrists to see no more scars but a tear leaves my eye when I remember everything I had been through. From now on, I will no longer let myself get hurt. Not from bullets, from being kidnapped, or from love...

*Knock*Knock*Knock* I heard knocks on the door making me wipe the tear on my face. I reply to him knowing who he is, the only person I'm stuck with. "Come in, Jimin." 

"So, How are you?" He asks once he entered the room with a tray of food in his hands.

"Don't act like we haven't seen each other for weeks." I tell him since we always see each other because he's the one giving me food and sometimes taking care of me but even if I always deny his help, he'd still insist, giving me no choice. 

"Yes, we see each other every day but we hardly talk you know." He said while placing the food on the adjustable overbed table and places it in front of me. "I just want to talk."

"We have nothing to talk about." I reply coldly before grabbing the silverware and started eating. 

"Do you really not love me anymore?" No. I still love you and I always be but I think I love him too. It making me go crazy. How the fuck am I in love with two people at once? 

 "Y-Yes," I said with regret. I know I'll regret y answers but this is for the best. I don't deserve you, Jimin. I can't give you that trust that you deserve. I can't give you the love that you deserve...

"Am I no longer making you happy?" No... You always made me happy but that was before Rose- No, Nam Joon played with us, with our marriage, with our love. 

"Yes..." I tried to say with confidence but it ended up being very shaky. Jimin, my love, just forget me. Find someone who deserves you better than I do. Love her like how you loved me and I'll love you by letting you go.

"Should I just sign the divorce papers?" He asked with the hidden tears in his eyes falling out. He quickly wipes them when he realized I saw him cry. No! ... Yes? It would be for the best, right? You'll forget about me, forget about this mess, and forget about the pain while I forget that my first love unintentionally had hurt me.

"Yes!" I scream forcing the word to come out of my mouth. I'll miss my mochi but I hope he won't miss me. 

"Do you want me to let you go?" NO! Tears were in my eyes too but I kept it and tried to hide it. 

"YES!" I scream even louder giving me more courage. My eyes open wide after I heard his sobby voice before he left the room with a loud thud.

"Well, I'm sorry because I won't give you what you want." Once he left tears drops from my eyes. What do I do... I feel so alone. My best friends, my brother, my husband and my Taehyung are all gone. I feel so alone. I regret pushing Jimin away...

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I was sitting on my hospital bed not knowing if Jimin will come to give me my breakfast. I'm sure he wouldn't come but I still waited, hoping he would. I stare at the clock which seems to be ticking quite too slow. 9:00 am... He isn't coming. I force my numb legs to move and reach for the floor. I held on the nightstand for support. I stood up quickly realizing that the pain from my bruises was the worst. I sat up straight for a few seconds thinking how could I stand after the surgery?