larry smut

larry(transgender ftm)

My attempt at writing a transgender story. I am trans myself I just not good at wording things

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LOUIS POV

Hi, my name is louis tomlinson I am 16 and I am the youngest in a world famous boyband called one direction.

I have lived my life as a girl but I am not. I am trapped in a girls body. When I was 10 years old I got my first hormone blocker. When I became 15 I got my breast remove and age 14 starter testosterone.

''Louis, you coming?'' Questioned, Naill(17). The second youngest. ''Where?'' I asked. ''Nandos.'' Naill said with heart in his eyes. This kid really loves to eat.

''No, thanks.'' I cant go. I need to take my testosterone shot.

''You, haz?'' Questioned Liam. Who is 3 youngest(18)

''No thanks, I'll keep louis some company.'' Said Harry who is the oldest. He is 20 years old.

Harry and I am in a relationship and have been for a while.  The boys don't know but I think they are getting suspicious.

After they left I made an excuse to go to the bathroom.

Noone knows Im trans, not even Harry and I want it that way. I don't want things to change. After taking the shot I go back to where Harry is sitting in our living room.

I sit between his legs and he wraps his arms around my waist.

Half an hour into the movie I feel harry kissing my neck. His hands start to roam my body and is going lower.

I quickly take his hand away and stanf up.

''No, Harry.'' I say a bit to harshly.

I turn around about to go to our room when I heard sniffling. I turn around and saw Harry with tears gathering in his eyes.

I went to say something but was cut of by Harry.

''Is it me?'' He asked sounding broken.

''Is what you?'' I questioned.

''Am I not good enough?  Is that why you wont have sex with me? Not that this is all about sex but I want to be intimate with you. You told me you had sex before me so it has to be me.'' Harry said crying.

I stare at him in shock. My heart breaking at what he thought about himself.

''Am I really that bad?'' He asked in a small voice.

''No, baby.'' He didn't look convinced.

''Haz, its not you, okay, its me. I have something that I cant tell you because I don't want things to change.''

''Whats so bad louis? Please tell me? You know I would never leave or judge you so just tell me.'' Harry said and I knew I should tell him.

''Okay, sit down.'' We went to our room and he sat on the bed.

I take a shaky breath and start.

''I am trangender, I take testosterone to be more masculine. I got my breast removed at age 15 but I still have a vagina. '' I finished and looked at him.

He looked at me in shock.

''Can I see?'' He asked gently letting me know I dont have to if I dont want to. I silently nodded and took of my clothes and was left in my boxers.

''That too.'' He said.

I took it off. I heard Harry gasp and quickly covered my front. He took my hands away and fell on his knees infront of me.

''W-wha-Oh fuck.'' I moaned as i felt harry's tongue on my clit.

He laid me down on the bed and hovered over me and smiled reasuringly at me. He kissed me and went down my body to my vagina. He started eating me out again makig me moan loudly. He continued until I was completely wet a d took of his own clothes. He lined his dick to my entrance and pushed in. I moaned as he thrusted in and out of me moaning loudly.

We came a few thrusts later and cleand up.

''I will love you no matter who you are or what you have.'' Harry said as we fell asleep.

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