i live you - benjey

part tweleve <3

A/N: sorry i wasn't posting. i was really busy :)

*time skip: 1 year*

* JORGE POV *

i woke up to benji playing with my curls. "you know, i never get tired of you playing with my hair," i said. benji smirked. "i know." he gave me a soft and long kiss. i pulled away from it to say something. "benji, your phone keeps blowing up. check it," i said. "okay."

"we got invited to a party with kids from other schools. syd invited us. wanna go?" he asked. "sure. as long as you come." "of course i'm coming. i can't go anywhere without you." "and neither can i," i said. "you know our wedding is in four days, right?" "yes!" we've been planning our wedding for the past few months. i can't wait!!

a few hours passed by and benji told me we should be getting ready. i felt kind of anxious. i know some of the girls there are going to be all over benji. my heart was racing and my palms were sweaty. benji already took his shirt off and turned over to me. "are you okay?" he asked. he walked up to me and sat down. he grabbed my hands. "talk to me, jorge. what happened?" i explained how i felt. "benji, you're really hot. all the girls are going to be over you, and probably even guys."

"so? you're my boyfriend. i would never leave you for anyone else," benji said. "i'm just scared," i whispered. "of what?" "people making fun of us. i know i shouldn't be ashamed to be gay, but i really don't want to be bullied," i said. "baby.." he said with water in his eyes. he pressed his lips against mine. "we can pretend to be best friends if that makes you feel better," he told me. "but i don't want anyone to flirt with you except for me. a-and what if you get drunk and accidentally kiss another girl or boy?" i rushed the words out of my mouth. he gave me a smile. "you have nothing to worry about, bebesito. friends or boyfriends at the party? you decide."

"i-i guess we'll just go as best friends and i'll s-see how everything goes. then, if everything goes g-good, i-i guess i'll come out. i r-really don't know i'm super s-sorry baby..."

benji grabbed my waist and leaned in for a kiss. "deal."

we got dressed and went to the party. syd let us in. "heyyyy!!" he yelled. syd seemed really drunk. everyone at the party was probably drunk.

*time skip: 2 hours*

"who wants to play truth or dare?" syd asked. "meeeee!!!" everyone yelled. we got in a circle. "alright, liz, truth or dare?" syd asked. "truth!!" she yelled. "hmm... if you could make out with one person in this room, the hottest person, who would you pick?" syd asked. liz looked at benji. "probably benji," she smirked and winked at him. i grabbed and squeezed his arm. "alright... JORGE!! truth or dare?" liz asked. "umm... t-truth," i said quietly. "who's your crush?" she asked. i looked at benji. "e-erm, do i need t-to answer this t-truthfully?" i was shaking. "duh!!" "o-ok... well i-it's..." i started. "just say it, fag!!" some kid from my old middle school yelled. i grabbed benji's arm again. "b-benji..." i said while blushing. everyone just stared at me. "aww!! that's so cute!! i totally ship!! but... benji is straight, sorry," liz said. she went over to me and gave me a pat on the back. "a-actually... we're dating," i said. "oh my god! so cute!!" some girl yelled. "can you be my gay best friend?" asked another. "s-sure?!" i smiled. everyone seemed to be accepting and happy for us. "benji, truth or dare?" natalia asked. "dare!" he said. "kiss your boyfriend! like, make out with him for a minute. i'll time it!!" she screamed.

"alright!" he said. they set the clock for a minute while me and benji made out. when we were done, i went to go to the bathroom. "i'll be right back," i said. when i came back, everyone was gasping. "w-what's going on?" i asked. "THE KID JORGE HAS A BONER!!" the kid from my old middle school yelled. everyone was looking. "b-benji? i need you for a minute..." i said. "okay."

"i need your sweatshirt. it's long on me and will keep everyone from seeing my boner. pleaseeee?!!" i asked. "no need to ask. take it!" he said, while holding my waist. "kiss me," benji said with puppy dog eyes. "gladly." i went in for the kiss, grabbing his back. "can we go home? i want to cuddle you!!" i whined. "in a bit... let's not make it obvious we're about to-" i cut benji off by slapping his arm, in a soft and gentle way. "don't make it seem worse then it already seems, baby," i laughed while saying. "i. want. to. go. home." i complained. "i just want to cuddle you!!! pleaseeeeeee," i was lying but i also wasn't. i didn't feel comfortable with people calling me out for having a boner. i just wanted to leave. "okay, okay, fine. in a few. but you can go home by yourself. i want to stay here," benji said. "benji! i don't feel comfortable." he laughed. "are you joking or not? i love you." he leaned in for a kiss but i pushed him away. "whatever! i just wanted to cuddle you!! i don't even like this party or feel comfortable," i screamed. "but how would you know? you don't even care about my feelings!" i yelled again. benji looked at me and his eyes were filled with tears like mine. "jorge, i'm sorry. i di-didn't realize y-you felt uncomfortable!" benji said while crying. "no! just stay here and leave. me. alone. i don't even want to cuddle you anymore!!" i was yelling and crying. i took his sweatshirt off and threw it at him. "take this shit back too!! i don't want your stupid clothes anymore!!" i screamed, stomping out of the house.

"JORGE!! JORGE I DIDN'T MEAN TO-"
"GO HAVE FUN WITH LIZ AND FORGET ABOUT ME!!" i yelled at the top of my lungs. benji was crying and i was crying. i slammed the door and ran as fast as i could back to benji's house. i went to the guest bedroom and tried to sleep. i didn't even change clothes. i heard my door open five minutes later. "baby... baby i'm sorry..." benji said.

he came in and sat down next to me. "jorge..."

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sorry i wasn't postingkdoekek