part thirteen <3

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* BENJI POV *

"what do... *sigh* what do you want?" jorge said, softly from under the covers.

"look, i'm really, really sorry. i didn't mean to act like that. you know that if i could cuddle you every second of the day i would. and i didn't know you felt uncomfortable. i'm really sorry. please, please forgive me," i said with tears falling down my eyes. i couldn't loose jorge like this. "just leave me alone," he said. "jorge-" "just leave me alone." i couldn't believe he didn't even accept my apology. but i deserved it. i was acting like an asshole before.

"i'm really sorry, bebesito. what can i do to make up for this? i will do anything," i begged for forgiveness. "give me another hoodie and we'll be good," he said with a smile on his face. "take off your shirt and sweatshirt and give it to me. lay by me and never leave my side. cuddle with me and give me attention," jorge said. he had puppy dog eyes. "i'd do that every day for the rest of my life if i could," i said. i took off my shirt and sweatshirt and gave it to jorge. "let's go in your room now," jorge nudged me, grabbing onto my arm.

"let me change into sweatpants at least. and you need to get sweatpants on too, or shorts."
jorge rolled his eyes in a cute way. his cheeks were a beautiful rose pink color. "have i ever told you how cute you look when you're blushing?" i asked. "can you get me a pair of sweatpants?" jorge replied to me. "fine..." i said with a sigh. it was going to take long to get my apology accepted. "you know, i still don't forgive you," jorge said. "yes, jorge, you're making it very clear that you don't forgive me."

i threw on a pair of sweatpants and got a pair for jorge. "can you put them on me?" he asked. i gave him the look. "are you serious?" i asked. "are you going to stay at parties that i feel uncomfortable at?" jorge responded. "fine!" i got a pair of sweatpants and put them on him. "better now?" i asked. "i still don't forgive you." "thought so."

when we got into bed, he immediately put his head on my stomach and curled up in a ball. "eh, you don't forgive me?" i asked in a joking way. "shut up and let me love you." "can we take a shower?" i asked. jorge looked at me. "okay, as long as you promise me something..." jorge said. "yes?" "kiss me right now." he was on top of me and he went in for a kiss. touching his soft lips again felt amazing. "can we take the shower now?" i asked, after five minutes straight of kissing. "whatever you want, mr. krol."

"ewww you're naked!!" i said in a joking way. "shut up. at least you have abs and muscles," jorge said. "but... but you're so tiny and so cute," i said, kissing jorge on top of his head. after we finished showering, we got our clothes back on and went to bed. jorge wasn't laying on me. it felt weird not having him lay on my stomach. ten minutes later, i felt jorge moving and leaning towards me. he placed his head on my stomach and curled up in a ball again. playing with his hair helps me fall asleep.

i woke up while jorge was still asleep. i tweeted out:
"jj is so adorable when he is sleeping 🥺"

i decided to make tiktoks while he was asleep. i even took a few photos of him. i posted this one on my instagram story:

 i posted this one on my instagram story:

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he is so adorable when he is sleeping. i decided to lay back in bed with him. after all, i really had nothing to do. i love him.

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