I know there is a lot of people out here who can relate to this video that you were watching I just wanted to let you know you aren't the only one that's laying awake at night that is stressing crying panicking worried about what's going on in the other world while you got everything going on with you but the thing that I can the best advice I can offer to you is to pray constantly pray and if you can create some type of safe ground or create a project community project for the people that live in your area or in your city or in your states to make a change to the things that you want to be changed then go ahead and do so don't be afraid to do what your heart tells you to