Bittersweet |Shoto Todoroki X Reader

-N I G H T M A R E S-

I fell asleep but didn't have a nightmare instead I entered my own mind. It felt like a dream but it wasn't.

"Oof" I landed on my butt."Hey, Y/n welcome to your head." Said happy. "Why am I here?" I asked standing up from my position. " You uncovered a new emotion!" She said guiding me. "Oh" following behind her meeting the pink-eyed version of me.

"Hello, master." She said bringing me into a hug. "Uhm hi what emotion are you," I asked a little shocked from her actions. "Love," She said smiling. "What but I don't -" she interrupted. "You love Midoriya!" I gasped "Ohhhh noo Y/n not like that! He's your first friend!" She said her smile becoming bigger.

I was really confused. "Then why'd you say I love him!?" She sighed "You love him like you love your uncle and Saiko! Like I said he's your first friend." I felt so stupid "oh" was all I could say. "Wait! Why didn't I develop this before if it was like how I love my uncle?" "It doesn't really count since they are related to you." I was super confused but still went with it.

"Let's just sign," I said making my favorite pen appear. "Oh, I forgot to ask love! What is your quirk?" It's weird that I have to call her love maybe I should give them names"When I touch someone I make them feel cloud 9 immobilizing them until I touch them again." I signed the paper passing it to her. "That's pretty cool!" She signed the paper making it disappear.

"So happy you haven't let me out yet can I go now?" I yawned walking over to her. "Not yet Y/n we need to talk about your nightmares." She leaned over to me. "What about my nightmares?" Happy grabbed my hand changing the room around us into a table with all my emotions.

"Y/n we've been digging through your memory and found the moments we saved before the doctor erased it." Lazy spoke out breaking the silence I felt a knot in my throat "I don't want to see it." I said looking down. "Y/n we know what your feeling but it's best for you to see your past and see what kind of person you want to go from there!" Anger raised her voice causing the other emotions to flinch.

"I don't want to see my mother at-least not yet I can't!" I said still looking down. Anxiety stood up "Ok Y/n well respected your wish but just know the nightmares will keep going until you see your past." "You make the call Y/n" Lazy added. I looked up tears engulfing my eyes "Ok just hold on a little longer guys" I chocked out.

"Happy can you please let me out," I said my voice cracking. "Sure thing" I woke up from the little visit to my mind. It was 3 in the morning I didn't feel like going to sleep so I put on a black hoodie, pale blue ripped jeans and my black vans. Once I got dressed I grabbed my phone and my apartment key leaving the apartment, locking it behind me.

I walked over to the beach where Midoriya cleaned up. Wow, it's so beautiful.

I walked over to the dock and sat down holding my feet up to my chest. "Dad what should I do I'm scared." I stood up "What am I doing this is stupid!" I turned around to look at a person with red hair and sunglasses.

"Hey, dude or girl, I'm leaving," I said walking away or at least trying to. The person grabbed my arm "no please continue." They said with a deep voice. Oh, it's a guy. "No I can't risk talking to strangers right now." I turned around walking home sometimes looking behind me to make sure he didn't follow me.

I got home undressing and slept.

"Your father became a hero and was killed by a villain." My mother said to me and my twin.

"W-what! Mommy, I'm sure daddy was a strong hero like AllMight." The girl said convinced he was alive.

"SHUT UP WE DON'T SPEAK OF HEROES IN THIS HOUSE"My mother hissed causing me and my twin to jump a little.

"S-sorry mommy!" We replied in unison.

"Whatever just go to bed." She said closing our bedroom door.

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"STUPID KIDS I HATE THEM." My mother spoke to a man I couldn't see his face.

"I'll gladly take them in I need more recruits." Said a man that looked like a potato I cringed at the sight of his face.

"When Can they start!" My mother said. I couldn't understand what they were talking about I just stood there staring at my twin.

"In a few weeks, I would need to prepare my things." Spoke the potato.

My mother looked happy for some reason and said: "sure thing just call me when you're ready."
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I woke up confused as to what my eyes and
ears witnessed. They weren't nightmares this time they were ... memories.

I got up and got ready to go to the gym. Wearing a white tank top, pink and white shorts along with some black running shoes.

I jogged to the gym. As I started up my workout I started to notice the disabled kid wasn't here. I didn't really care but it was too quiet there was an eerie feeling in the atmosphere. Once I was done I left the gym jogging home and taking a shower.

I got to work early taking the time talking to my boss. "Sir I got into U. A" I said walking into his office. "That's great L/n! What place?" He congratulating me. "First" I pumped my fist up giving him a small smile. "That great L/n," he said getting up from his chair. "We Can adjust your work-time to where you can come after school." I shook my head.

After working at the little café I walked to the beach just in time to catch the sunset. "Wow so pretty." I was going to head to the dock to admire it but there was the boy with the same black hoodie as yesterday. I left not wanting to bother him.

When I got home I wanted to celebrate getting into U.A. I turned on a hot bath, slid in and tossed in a pink bath bomb.

I spent about 1 hour in the bath. When I left I put on a big shirt and socks ready to cook my favorite meal... soba 🤤.

-A/n-
SOBA boom. Next chapter is when we get interesting :). It's 11: 53 where I'm at 😂 big YIKES.