All I wanted was someone to be there for me.
someone that chooses me everyday.
someone that doesn't want to be with anyone else but me.
I just wanted someone, that for once, loved me as much as I love them.
It happens every damn time, people lose interest in me, they get tired of me.
Suddenly, they don't bother hitting me up anymore.
the conversations become shorter, they forget about me and I just become a distant memory.
I wonder if it's my fault sometimes, but then I realize people never stay in my life.
and it hurts that I can't be what everyone wants or what anyone needs.
and it hurts that I cant be what I want, or what I need.
because i'm not enough, i'll never be close to enough and i'm just so damn tired.
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations.
