His Name

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

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                   Raven's POV
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I guess it's too late.

Why did I even ask him for a space that lead him to find another.

I was left alone in the Alley Park crying thinking why did I let him go.

It's totally my fault that I chose my carrier first over him.

I know it's really wrong for me but I can't help it.

Now it's no hope.

After a while, I stood and walk heading to the shopping district.

Lucky for me, I did bring my sunglass so I used it to hid my swollen eyes from crying.

Being like me is really hard.

I thought that being like this is amazing that I even have lots of connections but I realized what I lost---that's him.

Him that is caring, who loved me, walked me home, and cried for me when I want space and left him.

Why am I stupid.

As I stared at the monitoring screen, I saw this Happy Wedding  advertisement.

If only...

If only I didn't let him go, will we even lead to this?

I miss him.

I didn't notice I shed a tears that I thought I have no left to cry that numbness all over me takes place and emptiness like a null void keep sinking me to the oblivion.

I'm really depressed.

Now that I think about it, he didn't deserve to be his lover but I have no right too either for it is me who left him and he fill in of what I gave the space in his life.

Without rational decision, I crossed the road towards the other. As I look unto my right, there's a light passing through and I close my eyes without remembering anything thereafter.

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                   Flash's POV
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Currently we are walking and headed towards Card's home.

That was the time that I hug his waist and he laid unto my chest.

"Why is it that everytime we head towards your home, it's like we cane here early that even if we head towards another route, it feels like time came us early? I should want some longer time to be with you." I said and pouted.

"Really? Haha. You can come at my house if you'd like." Card said.

"Really?" I said.

"Hmmm." Card said.

"Ok then. Mind if I do." I said.

As he open the door, I said,"Excuse me for intrusion."

It was around that time, Card's mother got down from the stairs and said,"Oh if it's Nong Flash. It has been a while eh? I'm happy you came. I have prepared some dish that being thought by my friend in the Philippines."

"Oh, that would be great Auntie." I said.

"Oh come on, don't call me Auntie, it makes me old. Instead, call me mother, okay?" She said.

"Oh...mo---mom." I said as I blushed.

"Okay, let's head towards the dining area now. Shall we?" She said.