His Name

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

The Scream that I want to know

Suggested Song to Play during reading this: Ariana Grande- Ghostin'

#JeffTram (#AePete)
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                   Tram's POV
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As we head off to the trail where the bar club is located, we passed by this little shrine.

I was little surprise when Jeff stop and throw his penny (small coin) and then pray (wai or bow).

"What are you doing?" I said.

"I pray for the Gods that someday...someday whatever your burdens are, it will be gradually faded away." He said.

"Tha--thanks." I said.

I was stunned and made speechless for I didn't think that someone would make his wish granted for the sake of someone else. I guess that's what we call selfless love huh.

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He ordered some booze in which its his treat. Lucky me.

"You know what?" I said.

I don't know, it seems like I started to open up a topic that I didn't even realized I am drunk.

"I...*sniff* I was almost died with my boyfriend in a car crash because some reckless driver overtake us but I don't know *hick* I manage to survive. *hick* How I wish *hick* I could *hick* *sniff* be there together with him and found dead." I said.

I don't know what had happened to me by this moment but I let my emotions out to this stranger about what happened to me.

I sob and cried a lot back then. I don't know what I'd do without you. This ache I want to let go but I can't for it means I should let you go.

His name that I can't forget.

His name that makes my heart in pain.

His name that I used to love and be with me---all gone.

"Oi. Say something!!" I shouted.

I don't know but he was just staring at me without any word to say.

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                    Jeff's POV
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"Sh*t?!!! This d*mn life?!!!! Huhuhuhu. Of all events, all bad things, why him? He's the only one that I used to be my happiness. His that made me breathe. His that made me say that life is colorful. Now, things changed." He said.

Poor him. A tragedy of his and him.

I don't know what to say.

He even punch my body.

I don't know but I let him punched me and endure those--- the pain who can't be replaced by just a smile.

Even I can't smile for I felt those aches he felt through his punches.

Shia! I am not used to this...this comforting someone else. Now, things differently for I want to comfort him but I don't know what to do.

I let himself punch me until he was satisfied and laid his head unto my right shoulder.

"Thank you Oii Ai..." He said.

"It's alright. Ai..." I said.

"Jeff." I said.

"Tram." He said.

We giggled a little bit but he was frowning again.

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