Lost but found in the rain

never run away babe

*3 weeks after the mall*

Taywor? Yes my sweet little Paige? Can i have a swack?(snack) Of coures you can. Do you want apples or bananas? i watch page as she gives me a face of disgust. May i have the appwls please. Her you go baby. I quickly walk out of the kitchen to get joe. Joe hurry i say as we run back to the kitchen and stop at the door so she cant see us. What am i looking at taylor? Shhh! Just watch her... Tay put down the bowl of appwls in front of me and then left... which i was ok with because i didn't want them. if i put them in the trash she would find out so thats not a option. Can i give them to the cats? Oliwia?! What is she doing tay? I think she might give it to her... liv can you eat this? meow. It might make you sick though. Ill just eat them myself. I pick up olivia up and put her on my lap. Well here it goes liv. I put the apple in my mouth and absolutly hate it but i dont want to dissapoint taylor so ill eat them. As i put the next apple slice in my mouth i start to gag. No paige you can do this come on be a big girl and swallow the apple i tell myself. I take a breath amd put the next slice in my mouth. i slowly chew it trying to not cry. Joe i whisper? yeah? What is she doing i cant tell. I think she is eating them. Oh thats good i guess. Yeah. I was able to swallow that slice and i give dibbles a big hug. Come on i know i can finish this apple. I have tears in my eyes a i put the 4th slice in my mouth. I dont like apples i talk to liv. I try to swallow this one and thats when it hits me. I jump off the stool and run twoards the trash can. I barley make it in time and i just start crying my eyes out while chucking it out. Omg I run for paige as soon as i see her run for the trash. Its ok baby ive got you i grab her hair and rub her back. She stops throwing up but continues to cry. I pick her up and set her down on my lap. Paige what happend baby are you ok. She nods her head against my chest. I just cant eat them. oh baby its ok do you want bananas insted? she violently shakes her had. Baby why dont you tell us why you cant eat them? I- I want Joe. i place paige on his lap and hold her hand. Now why dont you tell me and taylor whats going on in your head right now baby girl. Daddy used to make mommy put a apple in her mouth so she can't make noise and he made me watch them... Oh honey we would never do that. I know they just scawe me. It's ok. And why won't you eat bananas? He also used it on mommy( starts to cry again). Page we want you to know we are never gonna do that ever and you never have to watch and you don't have to eat those things k? Yes dada.

Later that day

HEY TAYLOR!
YEAH JOE?!
CAN YOU COME DOWN HERE FOR A MINUTE PLEASE?
IM GIVING PAGE A BATH GIVE ME 10 MINUTES.
...
(Knocks) come in
I walk in with my computer and sit on the floor next to tay. What's up joe? It about "P A I G E". What is it? Her Alive P A R E N T Ok? What's going on with them? ( pretends to be dead) Oh. Yeah what do we do tay? We go to the courthouse and adopt. Are you sure we are ready? Yes joe we are more ready than ever. We both love her. Ok Taylor we will go over there tomorrow. Thank you joe. Joe suddenly kisses my neck and I moan quietly. ...joe... Fine we can finish this later (he gets up and winks). Mommy I tired. Okay sweets let's get you to bed its late. (9:42) Okay mommy. I get Paige dried and dressed and into bed I call in joe and we goodnight. We walk to our bedroom and as soon as we enter joe picks me up and throws me on the bed. I can already feel him on my core. We kiss and take our clothes off as he enters me I let out a loud moan. Probably to loud... we keep going thinking nothing jut enjoying ourselves. Minutes later we hear someone open the door and then hear a loud scream " no your hurting mommy she doesn't like it when you do that you mean man a bad man very bad you can't do it to me or mommy"  I run as fast as I can out of mommy and daddy's room and straight for the door. I can't reach the handle and it's locked so I go to find a chair. I just out of bed and so does Taylor we get our robes on and run after Paige. I see her trying to pull a chair to the door and show tay we slowly walk to her so she is not alarmed.

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I'm sorry this is late and short but I have so much to do for school and soccer and my audition I'm really trying hope you guys liked it!- sav