This Is Us

Guilt part 1

Chapter 1

|Part 20|

Asia, Darius and London

Darius POV

"Yo I've been fucking my girlfriend's older sister for 5 weeks , it started on the 25th of June and it ended on July 39th. I'm a bad fucking person boy I know. London was putting me on the spot when she told Asia that she likes this guy. Yes I'm that guy but if I'm being honest I don't want to be that guy. The first time we hooked up it was only supposed to be just that a hook up. But I was so angry that Asia went on that fucking trip with Engel I knew what I was doing. There's something that y'all should know. I always liked London for some odd reason. Well it ain't odd I like mean girls and London is actually that. But Asia is my soul she's my every heartbeat and I feel as though I messed that up because now my heart don't beat the same the way it did for Asia. Now my heart is beating for London the way it used to for Asia. It don't make sense because it's only been a month but it's true. "

London's POV

"I like Darius I always had the hots for him I mean every girl did in high school. Captain of the football team and straight A's. He only played football for three years. Then he got injured and stopped playing by his senior year he completely gave up on football and went in a different direction. I love my sister Asia and standing there in front of her knowing what me and Darius did kills me with every fire I desire for him. My sister knew I liked him back then but she had the confidence to talk to him and I never did. Did I sleep with him because I feel like she stole him from me when he wasn't mines to begin with ? No me and Darius wasn't supposed to fuck he was just venting to me how he always does. Sometimes Asia can be a very hard person to talk to so Darius confides in me."

At the mall

In Victoria secrets

"Awe babe look at these wouldn't I look sexy in these? Asked Asia

"You damn right baby " I said trying not to think about how absolutely perfect London would look in those not that Asia wouldn't but that's what I'm picturing

"Bae you okay ?" Asia asked me

"I'm good babe just wasn't expecting you until tonight" I said

"Okay so I'm starting to get the feeling that you and London aren't happy to see me as I am happy to see you guys" Asia told me

"I put my arms around her and said of course I'm happy to see babygirl your my future I'm just a little sad because I had something planned for you tonight and now it's ruined" I told her hiding from the fact that I was planning on boning her sister alot before she came home because I knew that Asia would be clingy with I love or loved"  Explained Darius

"Really bae what were you planning to do exactly? Asia asked me

"Now my stomach is literally in my ass um I was planning on doing something quite special for you I can't tell you of course it's well was a surprise" Darius said

"Stop speaking like that as if I ruined the surprise I just got here and your already pissing me off" Asia said about to storm off in range but I grabbed her hand before she could

"Hey *lifts up her chin* but she turned away but I lifted her chin again and said look baby I'm sorry I am happy that your here and I'm sorry I'm making you feel unwanted because that's the last thing I want to do so I want you to shop here's my card and go crazy get something explicit something sexy because tonight is going to special my way of saying I've missed you" Darius said as he pulled all of that out of his ass

"Okay Daddy but where is this special surprise?" Asia asked

"After our dinner date with London and this mysterious guy she likes" Darius told Asia

"And she smiled guys"

"I'll see y'all in the next part"