I didn't see Hyunjin at the college or classes all-day
"he's okay, he's okay, he's okay", I tell myself
"he's probably with Minho, he's fine, HE'S FINE, SHIT, CHAN STOP"
After I had my moment I go to find Hyunjin. I always had a way of finding him. Its like were mentally attached or something, but I've never complained. I'll find him sooner or later.
I guess it was sooner than I thought. He was in one of the empty classrooms. Casually, I walk towards him. He looks up and once his eyes focus on who I was he shudders and takes in a long shaky breath.
"W-Wh-What do you want", he says looking towards the ground.
"It has been a little bit since I've seen you, baby, I just thought I'd check up on you, so are you okay?"
"Ch-Chan Im okay please just let me do my work", I see his eyes start tearing up
My baby. He's crying. Do something.
I step forward and spread my arms to see if he wants a hug.
I was right. I know everything about my angel.
He snuggles his face right into my neck and I can hear him inhaling my cologne.
Oh god, how I longed to hold my baby again.
We stay like that for a while before he slightly lets go of my arms to look me in the face. At this moment I focus on all those beautiful details on his skin, tearing up slightly when we lock eyes. I break the eye contact and connect our foreheads, waiting to see which one of us has the guts to say something, and being the cool guy I am I go first.
"I can't stand seeing you with that rat", I jokingly say and he giggles.
"You look so beautiful today Jinnie, even with those precious tears in you eyes"
"Thanks Channie, You're looking pretty cute today too"
"What?! I am handsome and manly I am not cute", I say with a pout, separating our foreheads to look at him.
"Okay cutie, I have to talk to you later, I can't be seen with you or Lisa will kick both of our asses"
"I understand babe, I'll see you later at the room, yeah?"
"I guess", he says while smiling that beautiful smile.
He gets up and waves a little before smiling before turning on his heels, exiting the room.
He sounded sincere. I really hope he can forgive me, but I know he won't before I tell him the truth. I could tell him tonight, and then maybe he can forgive me with that sweet smile (then maybe ;)those sweet cheeks).
EW CHAN STOP, THIS IS YOUR BABY
Right, My baby, I've been with since late middle school, and now we're in college. Sometimes though, I wish we were will 15. No worries, no cares, just each other. But at 16 things changed. I changed. I don't know what happened, and I'd really like to know. I did things that I didn't want to but I knew they had to be done. It was better this way. I don't regret anything I did. Yes, what I did was "bad", but people will judge you no matter what. They never take the time to hear the whole story. If Hyunjin just knew why I had to do it he would understand. He always understands me. Even if what I did was ridiculous. He understood.
I just got to find a way to get Minho away. I think its pretty clear what feelings he has for Hyunjin. Always trying to sneak a peak, not respecting his boundaries. I hated that. Minho never trusted me, and I really don't give 2 fucks but he won't even let me look at Hyunjin without glaring at me. I hope he doesn't think he is scary, he looks like an ugly bunny.
I guess I'll just go to my classes and wait for Hyunjin later. I might even go get him something, but I'll decide later.
And so thats what Chan did
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The Past ⊳Hyunchan⊲
Fanfiction[DISCONTINUED] Hyunjin thought he would be starting a fresh new life at this college to escape his past. "Why are you here?" "Baby, this is my room." "Wh-what??" He can still escape...right?
