Sick love

Six

We been talking for forty minutes now.

"Why do you call me shorty" she laughed

"Because your short especially compared to me. I'm tall"

" oh ok. I kinda like it when you call me shorty" she looked down and played with her best again. She is nervous again. She seems like a shy person. Like a introvert. I think she has social anxiety.

I moved the teddy bear out her hand and lifted her head up by putting my fingers under her chin. "Look at me" I said softly " you seem so nervous. Are you shy? Do you have social anxiety?"

" yes and yes. I didn't know I made it that obvious"

"You did and it's ok. Obviously you can tell that I'm not shy at all" I laughed

She laughed " my nurse is coming soon to give me my medicine. I don't want you to get caught."

I love her laugh "ok shorty. Goodnight sweet heart." I walked to the door

"Goodnight Joel" she blushed and laid back down

I walked out her room and rushed to my room with a smile on my face.

Jenesis' POV

After he left I started writing in my diary. Joel is the sweetest. I felt comfortable around him after awhile. That's rare because I don't feel comfortable around people that I have known for years. He was so nice. He could tell how I was feeling and nobody can do that. He was paying attention to me more than I was.

His wavy black hair and tan skin is so cute. His green eyes are magical. But after all that I still don't trust him that much and he said he's fine with that.

The night shift nurse came in and gave me my medicine. I feel asleep after that.

I woke up at 10 am to see Joel sitting in the chair just looking at me "hey beautiful"

I jumped up because he scared Me.
"You freakin scared me Joel. Don't do that".

He laughed "I was thinking about you so I just came to your room" 

"You were thinking about me" I blushed

"Yes I was. I been thinking about you since the first time I saw you"

Somebody knocks on the door and we were scared that it could be Cathy but it was The person that drops off my food.

"Do you still have a fever" I asked him

" no. I'm so happy."

" that's good" I smiled and took the bed sheets off of me. I was getting hot and I started to eat.

"Yeah. This hospital food is nasty kinda"

"Yeah it is. But I'm trying to gain weight so I have to eat this food or I'll get really sad about how skinner I am"

" you're perfect in my eyes but do what makes you happy"

" how am I perfect in your eyes" I laughed

" the way you think. You're Ora. Even though you got a gown on I can still tell how beautiful your body is"

"You're so nice to me. It makes me want to be nice to you too and compliment you" I laughed

"Well what would you compliment on" he smiled

"Your hair. Your clear tan skin. Your voice and your beautiful green eyes" I finally made eye contact with him

"Wow. Thanks Jenesis. I love your long brown hair. Your clear skin and your hazel eyes. But your attitude is the wooorrssst" he laughed

"Shut up. I don't even have a attitude" I rolled my eyes

"You see what I'm talking about" He laughed and pointed at me

"Whatever" I laughed with him

" so can I finally have your number?" He slowly looked up at me

I sighed "Yeah I guess. Give me your phone"

"Here" he gave me his phone and I put my number in. My contact name was Jenesis with a pink heart emoji right next to it.

"Nice contact name. Thanks for giving me your number. I'll text you. I gotta go back to my room. Cathy is gonna give me my meds soon" He walked to the door

" ok, no problem" I smiled

He walked out the door And I couldn't get him off of my mind.

It's 7 pm and I just been writing in my diary all day. My dad also came to visit me. I'm so happy that he did. I missed him.

Catherine Gave me a gown so I change into a new one. I walked to the bathroom and changed and just looked in the mirror. I took my clothes off and felt so insecure that I almost started to cry. So many girls wanna be skinny and I have no idea why because I feel so ugly right now.

"Hey shorty!" I heard Joel say when he was walking towards the bathroom.

I remembered i didn't close the bathroom door all the way . "Joel stop, don't come to the bathroom!"

I'm pretty sure he was already there right at the outside of the door where the door was cracked. "Ok I won't Jen. I didn't see you on the bed when I came in so I was trying to look for you."

"Knock next time please" I said

"Ok I will. Why didn't you close this door anyway"

"Because it's my hospital room and every time someone comes in they knock"

" well I'm sorry. Can you come out now"

"Yes hold up" I looked in the mirror then walked to the door

" ohh you did your hair. It's looks nice"

"Thanks"

" so I was thinking that maybe we could walk around the mall when Cathy leaves" He smirked at me