Inside Out...

3:My head feels like a carousel.

Thanks to all those who gave Inside Out a chance.Heart you all.Dont forget to vcf.Enjoy.Oh and I hope you love the song as much as I do.

                         

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It's Friday. Finally Friday. I sigh turning in my bed as usual.

Not that I usually get any sleep on a norm,but the pills help.....occasionally.
My last two nights have been extremely rough. I haven't so much as blinked and this only happens once in a long while, and is usually provoked but it's cool. I'll just use make-up to cover the bags under my eyes and hope that no one notices.

'I need to do that before I step out of my room' I remind myself as I pull my legs out of the sheets on my bed.

I can't help but wonder if the reason for my lack of usually drug induced sleep is because of my liitle 'encounter' with Aiden.....nah that's stupid. I try to convince myself .Or maybe I was a little harsh?...Hmm....

I throw my legs over the side of my bed and feel a throbbing pain to the side of my head.."ah!" I exclaim lowly trying not to wake Caleb. I shake my head fervently to dismiss the pain but it doesn't go away.

Maybe it'll be better if I stand. I put my feet down and push off the bed. I stumble towards the bathroom suddenly feeling extremely dizzy...how the fuck am I supposed to see when my head feels like a carousel!

I feel around the wall for the light switch, I find it and flip the switch then successfully make my way to the cabinet .I cry out in pain again, when suddenly the pain stops.

"What the-" you know what...forget it. As long as I'm fine now. I assure myself as I start my usual morning routine. I curl my hair,which I usually leave straight or in a bun.

When I'm fully dressed in my suit pants and fitted blazer,I pick up my phone and bag and walk towards Caleb's door. I hope I did a good job at hiding my eyebags.

I haven't slept in two days, hence...I am nowhere near energetic. I knock at his door with whatever is left of my strength and surprise myself when I manage to yell his name...though it's shorter than usual.

When I hear the door clicking open...I visibly try to raise my drooping shoulders and turn my lips so that they actually make it seem like I'm smiling.

Caleb opens the door and freezes,narrowing his eyes at me and rubbing his eyes,examining me in that critical way he does,determined to find what it is that looks out of place with me. Well I won't let you Cale. I widen my smile.

I speak up before he gets the chance to beat me to it.
"Hey,glad to see you got enough sleep."

"Yeah....thanks." he says narrowing his eyes some more and coming super close to examine my face."How did you sleep?"he adds, his eyes moving from my chin, to my nose and my cheeks, but before he gets to where the bags can be noticed, I whip around and head for the stairs,saying

"Great, be down soon, I'm going to work on some real breakfast today." I rush out and disappear down the stairs.

I visibly exhale, that was close.....too close.I don't want anyone to know about what happened. Especially Caleb and the gang.They'll make me go to a doctor and possibly- I sigh,resisting the urge to run my hand through my hair or punch through a wall.
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First off ,I've been avoiding Caleb all day, and I even cancelled our plans with Dave,Tess and Leah....No way in hell would I get through even an hour before one of them would nab me straight.