2 Studs 1 Baby

Back Again

(A/N play the song at Lyn's POV)

Adilyn POV

I was with granny the whole week and honestly she was feeding the hell outta me and i liked it. But i was missing my mommies and i know they were tryna be friends...or you know👀. Anyway i have been great thanks for asking☺

I have been learning a lot more words so you know a bitch gotta turn up. I am going to bed now so i will holla at yall later. Bye hoesssss🖑

Lyn POV

We pulled up at my moms house instead and Aly was sleeping. I carried her in the house then layed her in my old bedroom that still held some of my stuff. I went to the bathroom and slid unto the floor taking out a razor...i have held the depression in for so long although things have been ok...my mind still held the negative thoughts. Tears rolled down my cheeks and i put the razor to my upper arm and sliced it watching the blood running down..i just felt all the pain run out but for some reason it will be back by tomorrow.

I was about to make a second cut when Adilyn walked in the bathroom....i really loved her but i dont see the need to live. She had Aly and i have no one. Then Adilyn shouted out "mama mama wake up"

When did she learn this shittt???

Aly woke up shocked as well but smiling and came to the bathroom. She saw me and the blood then took the razor from me and threw it away. Then took the others from the draw and broke them then dumped them.

Reminder: buy new ones

She carried Adilyn to bed and came back to me. She sat beside me on the floor then took out the first aid kit and dressed my cut.

"Why you do it?"

"Im in pain and i have nothing to live for, no reason to be alive"

Aly took my hands in hers

"You HAVE Adilyn she needs you and you need her. She is your child too remember."

I smirked at her "So only Adilyn needs me?"
She looked up amd averted her gaze back on my cut

"Apparently" my smirked dropped

She chuckled

"Of course i do too dummy, you help me through things although you petty at times and so am i but you really nice and you make my day sometimes but i refrain from telling you that cause your ego sometimes and i am sorry about tonight..although i needed you shouldnt have said that im sorry, We need you Lyn" she smiled

I pulled her in a hug and she hugged me back. Then Adilyn WAS BACK AGAIN.

Did this child not got put to bed. And she walks alot for a little child she was like 1 1/2 now. I did not even know her birthday.

"Hey when is Adilyn's birthday?"

Aly eyes widened and Adilyn had her hands on her hip with a sass attitude.

"Uhm...two days time" she whispered in my ears. We gotta plan sumn.

We got up and i picked Adilyn up and rested her in the bed in between me and Aly. She blabbered about her day, Aly and i listened until she fell asleep. Then Aly was asleep too. I fell asleep replaying the words in my head

"We need you"

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Hey hoessssss

Thank you for reading

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