Two years back from today on October 20, 2012
I had met a really smart guy
He was funny he was cute
But he was doing stuff that No one should do
I try my best to help him change but he just wouldn't
One night he wanted to go out to have some fun
I didn't know that would be the last time I would say goodbye
About 4 hours later they found him
Dead with No life , his body was in half
They say it was a car cash
I didn't believe it was him I couldn't even think straight
I saw the pictures even the news I just couldn't believe it was true
Since the day I saw him dead till now I can't help but feel Its all my fault
I knew I should of told him to stay. Something told me to not let him leave....But I still did
This is me saying I'm sorry I can't bring you back alive. But I'll make sure to keep your name up high
I can't help but think. About how my life would be with him still here
I know I'm gonna see him a again hopefully not soon
R.I.P. Gerard ♥
