Alive you were miserable.
Thats why im glad you died.
Your life was so dull.
When you were living life by a guide.
You hid your identity.
Because you were scared of becoming an abandonee.
People only liked you when you put on your mask.
Or finished their task.
The same people that told you to be yourself.
Were the first ones to leave you on the shelf.
From your death sprouted devilry.
A fire in me.
I felt like i was finally set free.
And i went on a crime spree.
Thats why im glad you died.
You were living life following a guide.
I guess you can call this my funeral.
Because i'm no longer who you want me to be.
If it seems unusual.
It's probably just the natural me.
So don't tell me you miss the old me.
Because she's not who i want to be.
Thats why im glad you died.
You were living life following a guide.
6/14/19
-cat
