{Left Alone}

Chapter 2-Health

Suga's POV-
"He's waking up."Whispered a small voice.My eyes peeled open to see Jimin,J-hope,and Jin.They stared at me with worried faces.I felt utterly awful,not because of the pain I had been in,but how I hurt the hyungs.The first thing I noticed,was how RM,V,and Jungkook weren't in the room,why?I tiredly lifted my head up,looking around the hospital room.What I hated most about it,was the bright white walls.My eyes observed every inch of the room,including the boys.

"How are you feeling?"J-hope asked innocently.I faced him and shrugged my sore shoulders. "Awful actually."I whispered as my voice shook.They all sat down on the bed beside me and forced a smile. "We were all worried about you,you lost a lot of blood."Jimin said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.I cringed up and moved his hand away. "If all of you were worried,then where is RM,V,and Jungkook?"I asked feeling offended.

Jin sighed and shook his head. "Well you did kind of beat all of us up,and yelled at us,so of course we're still mad about that,but they are furious,also not to mention that you knocked me out!"Jin yelled as he pointed his fingers at me.I felt like a monster,yet I still wasn't going to apologize.Every word he had said hurt,bad,but I wasn't going to let my weakness show. "So I got drunk,whatever,I don't even remember doing that."I said lowly,even though I remembered all of it.

Jimin angrily spoke up. "Yeah,but how many other times have you gotten drunk and acted like this,it's idiotic,why are you drinking in the first place!?"Jimin yelled as he moved away from me.I ripped the covers off of me and sighed. "Jimin,I suggest you leave before I get angry,don't ask me about my drinking problem,it's none of your business!"I yelled as I crossed my arms over my chest.Jimin puffed his chest out and stormed out of the room,leaving Jin and J-hope with me.

J-hope had an angry face,which actually made me scared.I have never seen him mad,but when I do,it scares me. "You didn't have to react in such a foul way you know,stop getting angry when we try to help you,your too stubborn to admit that you need our help and your nothing without it!"J-hope yelled before grabbing Jin's arm and walking out.I stared at both of them leaving.Great,now they all hate me.I placed my hands over my head and urged myself to stand,no matter the pain I was in.

I groaned loudly as I looked around for my shoes.Once I found them,I got dressed into my normal clothing and just walked out,leaving my medicine behind.The pain grew stronger and stronger each step I took to the exit.Nobody was in the hallway to see me leave.I placed my hood over my head and stormed out of the hospital.It was pitch black outside,I couldn't see a thing.Suddenly I looked ahead of me to see the six hyungs walking.

I ran up to them and placed my hand on RM's shoulder.He turned around and gave me an angry look. "What could you possibly want Yoongi?"He asked in a snarky tone.I swallowed my fear and spoke. "Guys,I'm sorry for my actions,it will never happen again."I said boastfully.They looked at each other then back to me. "You said that last time Yoongi,we're tired of this,you've never been this angry before,what the hell were you thinking?"V asked as he ran his hands through his hair.

I grabbed his shirt and frowned. "I wasn't thinking Taehyung,that's the problem,I will stop drinking,I promise,please forgive me."I said in a small voice.They stopped in their tracks and glared at me. "Yoongi we can't forgive you for this,not right now at least,we have all decided something."RM said as he looked at the others before speaking again. "We all think that you should,take a break."Jugkook said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

My eyes widened at his words. "What do you mean a break?"I asked as I tried to play it off.Jin frowned and stepped closer to me. "Yoongi we think you should take a break from being in BTS,until you can get your life in order."Jin said worriedly.I threw my hands in the air angrily. "Are you guys serious,I can't believe this,I'll change I promise."I said as I gripped tightly onto Jin's shoulder.He moved away and turned around.

Jimin sighed and pulled my hood down. "We want to see you change Yoongi,then we will welcome you back in with open arms,please just change for us,we want to see a happy Yoongi,not an angry Yoongi."Jimin said as I could feel my tears fall.I kept quiet and nodded.Maybe they were right,I do need to change. "Hey,don't worry,remember,we're on our break,we just had our tour not too long ago,so we won't be posting anything  for a while,you can change in that amount of time,I believe in you."Jimin said sweetly.

I couldn't help but hate myself in that moment. "Promise you'll let me back in?"I asked as my tears fell down my red cheeks.Jimin nodded and smiled sadly. "Yes,but please don't drink anymore,it hurts all of us you know,literally."Jimin said as he pointed to his bruised eye.I huffed and walked away,leaving the six of them behind. "Where are you going?"Asked V.I placed my hood over my head once more. "I'm going for a walk,you guys can just go home."I said sadly before storming off.

Jimin was the only one who actually wasn't mad,the others were pissed.I couldn't help it,my anger is off the roof once I drink.I still won't apologize.I was going to break down in tears.Suddenly I sat down on a small city bench and cried loudly.Now what's going to happen with me?Will I get help,or will I deny that I need it and continue my ways of drinking.I seen the six hyungs walking home,leaving me.I wanted to scream,scream at myself for what I did.I'm a monster.

I felt oddly tired and very weak.I stood up quickly and began my voyage home.I looked both ways before crossing the highway.Suddenly a car came rushing towards me,stopping once they seen me.I punched the door and flipped the driver off before stumbling home.Once I got inside it was peaceful and quiet.Everyone was off in their rooms.I hobbled up the steps and knocked on my door.I share a room with J-hope luckily.He opened the door and let me in.

I threw my shoes against the wall and flipped onto my bed.J-hope shut the door and yawned loudly. "We don't want this to happen,we just want to make sure you health is good before you stress about music."J-hope said.I ignored him and picked up my notebook and pencil. "Whether I'm taking a break or not,I have some music to write,nothing is stopping me from that."I whispered as I began to write away.J-hope nodded and sat on his bed.

"Tomorrow we are planing to visit the mall,are you gonna join?"J-hope asked as he got under the covers.I shrugged my shoulders and got under my covers. "Well it won't be the same without you,you should come,also I'm really tired so I'm gonna go to sleep,feel free to turn the light off whenever,goodnight Yoongi."J-hope said before turning away from me. "Goodnight Hoesok."I whispered before shutting the lights out.

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Guys this one pained me to write😩but I really hope you enjoy it and once again,I will be continuing this,feel free to comment your favorite part,or your least favorite.Thanks for all the support♥️♥️