He saved me, now he loves me.

Chapter 12: Love, it's a big thing, isn't it?

Chapter 12: Love, it's a big thing, isn't it?

I was speechless.

I had no idea what to say.

"W-what? Oh my god Craig I'm so sorry if I had known I wouldn't of even spoken to him!" I felt so guilty that I nearly moved in with a guy hurt Craig.

"It's fine cayc, you didn't know" He said smiling down at me but his smile didn't quite reach his eyes.

"How could they do that to you, especially Daniel, he was meant to be your bestfriend" I say my voice slowly getting quiet.

"I don't know, I honestly don't know. I wish I knew the reason why he slept with the girl I loved clearly he didn't care about nor did she." Him talking about his ex kind of made me feel...jelous?

"Cayc? You ok? You kinda just zoned out on me" He said frowning at me slightly.

"Oh yeah yeah I'm fine" I'm not. I wonder if he still loves her...

"No I don't, I stopped loving her the moment I saw her in that bed with Daniel." Shit! Did I really say that out loud?!

"Yeah you did" He says laughing.

"It's not funny Craig" I say hitting him then pouting.

"Aw I'm sorry" his arms wrap around my waist.

"You're so cute" he says planting a kiss on my forehead. I start blushing so I quickly hide my face in his chest.

"Aw did I make Caycee blush?" I look up at him to see him grinning down at me.

"I'm glad you like makin fun of me." I say pulling my sad face, pouting.

"I'm joking, I love you Cayce". 

"I kno- wait what?" No way did he just say he loved me? No. I mean c'mon he can't love me, I'm..me.

"I-I urm, I didn't mean to say that out loud." he says scratching the back of his neck nervously.

"Oh, but you don't mean it right?" I ask. As much as I do, I know he doesn't, it's a shame though because Craig I love you, but in a way, I'm kind of hoping he did mean it but that would change things for sure.

"Uh no, just in the moment thing"  He says laughing queitly. Honestly him saying that did breakme heart a bit, but of course he's going to say that, I'm nothing more than the girl he and his mother found on the street.

Craig.

"Aw did I make Caycee blush?" I look up at him to see him grinning down at me.

"I'm glad you like makin fun of me." She says pulling the cutest face I've ever seen. Studying her face properly she was well and truely beautiful. Her hair was frizzy, her big brown eyes standing out amongst her feature and her smile, something that makes me smile just seeing it, it's beautiful, just like her and god help me help lips. They looked so soft and kissable. When she's pouting like that I can't help but think about what it would be like kissing her. Damn Craig snap out of it!

"I'm joking, I love you Cayce".  Shit. Shit. Shit. Why did I say that out loud?! 

"I kno- wait what?" She says clearly shocked. Oh god what do I say now, if I say no I'd be lying but if I say yes she probably run 100 miles away from me and I can't risk loosing her, not when I finally got her back in my arms, I know she doesn't feel the same way I feel for her, so I guess I got stick this one out.

"I-I urm, I didn't mean to say that." I say scratching the back of my neck nervously. LIES.

"Oh, so you don't mean it?" She asks looking almost....dissapointed? No, it's probably just my eyes playing up. She doesn't love me, I'm just her friend. But I want to be so much more than that.

"Uh no, just in the moment thing"  I say. Maybe I should just tell her? Confess to her? I mean the worst that could happen is that she says she doesn't feel the same.

But then again I have to prove to her that  I love her.

I will show her that I love her.

Caycee Willows I'm going to make you mine.